After doing great straight after sign up, started to struggle again as work piled up at uni, and now I'm in the position that I've gained everything (and more!) that I'd lost! Worst thing is that I need to focus on my massive exams that I have in 4 weeks (studying medicine and these are some of my last ones) but I have a ball 3 weeks after that. Now this ball I've probably been building up far too many expectations, but it's one for our whole year and I kind of wanted it to be where I get to show off that finally I'm not the fat friend anymore. Doesn't look like I'll quite get that wish but I'm still hoping, but kind of needing a bit of a boost at the moment!
All I ever do though is get up at the crack of dawn to go to the gym, work in the library for 12 hours then go home exhausted and straight to bed, and as much as I know that it'll be worth it, because I'm not getting any good results right now I'm just a little bit down and needing some cheering up.
Sorry if this is too much of a rant, it all just kept flooding out!
Edited by: SOPHHODGE at: 1/10/2012 (07:29)
Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming...
| current weight: 168.0