"Rather than experience the loss of control that loving brings, many of us choose to feel out of control about something that is within our control: the food we eat-or don't eat"
Anyone relate??? For me for SURE. It is CONVENIENT to be in a "I'm fat" "diet" "compulsive eating" HAZE because then I don't have to trust, rely on, love... I ostracize/isolate myself in my "issue" and it sounds TERRIFYING to be in the real world of love. But Course in Miracles says the only thing that is REAL is love. So by living in anything else its a conscious choice to live a fake life. Why do that? Just cause its convenient and cozy in the darkness? Brightness and light might be refreshing..........
November 2008 C25K Grad
***C25K Team Leader***