Hello everyone!! So, I am back on here after being gone for a while and I sure do need the support, positive support. I have had a rough month that I do not want to live through again. I have been depressed at so many factors.
Let me explain a little....I have been going to the doctors for years because of abdominal/pelvic pain and they kept saying that I have IBS. Well, I thought that was not true so I changed all of my doctors. Went to a new gastroenterologist and he put me on a low carb diet and laxatives to help with the daily pains. Well, it did help a little but then before ďAunt FloĒ comes to visit I was having extreme pains which I ended up going to the ER for because Ibuprofen 800mg was not even working.
Finally I had my OBGYN appointment and she change the birth control pill that I was on and she felt something that ordered an internal ultrasound. They ended up finding a tumor. I have an appointment on March 26 to have surgery and have the tumor removed and hopefully it will not be through my uterus because I really donít want a hysterectomy. I still think I want to have children, so that is another stress factor.
So, on top of all that my new pills have caused me to gain weight and that in turn has made me come down on myself. I am always hungry and it is driving me nuts. Plus, the doctor said that I cannot start exercising until 3-4 months after my surgery...I am going to be huge!
I just really donít know what to do. My fitness partner I cannot be around because she is very negative and I need to get away from it. I really just want this to be a new start to a better life. They found this tumor which may be causing all of the pains that I was having and that is great, but I need my mental and physical life to start coming back to me!
Thank you all for reading this!!
| current weight: 130.0