I have been trying to ask myself "what are you trying to fill? Heart or stomach?" Unfortunately, the intellect is intact, but not always the will. At least, I only messed up on one meal this weekend! I am SO back on track! She caught me without support and vulnerable today, but not again! I went out and bought "The Spark", so if I can't get online or to my support system (like being alone with the grandkids), I can grab a quick minute or two with the book for inspiration. I bet you that I'll do better!!! That's what the suppport is about...I'm starting to get it!
In the meantime, I went to Mom's, got her calmed down, to the neighbors and apologized, back to Mom's to apologize for apologizing to the neighbors (!). When I got home, I found the article on finding fault, and it reminded me that the support that is needed will be there at exactly the right time! Life is good! Thanks to you for your help and encouragememt!!
Edited by: MICHELLE_SUE at: 6/12/2010 (23:45)
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