Could fix this.
I've gained weight.
only 3 lbs. But... today is supposed to be the day I begin "maintenance" for the summer. To learn to be the weight I am and be okay with it, through the hardest season... where everyone sees your skin.
But, I decided I needed to weigh in, despite the dread I was feeling. And now, I want to curl up in a ball with a bottle of wine and a pan of brownies... even though I know that is what got me here in the first place.
Ugh... being injured and bored is not working out so well for me. I've got to get my nutrition under control.
And I still have to go clothes shopping today because I promised my husband months ago that TODAY, TODAY I would go shopping. Today I would buy some things that make me feel good.
But, instead, I'm dreading it. It's like the Sword of Damocles. Come on... 4:15... (When my MIL takes the kids for me so I can do this darn shopping). I just want to get this OVER.
Imperfection is important. If we were all perfect, then there would be no such thing as growth, and everyone would be extremely boring, which is, paradoxically, not that perfect.-- Dr. Matt
Baltimore Running Festival Marathon Finisher. 5:55:33