I am sorry that you are feeling like this. In fact, you have sabotaged your own thoughts by telling yourself that you had the job. I firmly believe in not counting the chickens before they have hatched - that way you aren't setting yourself up for disappointment. Hopefully you DO have the job, but it you haven't, well, it wasn't meant to be!
I have been on job interviews - one lasted 2 1/2 hrs, and I know I was shortlisted (4 applicants) because they said when I phoned for the job description to be sent to me that they were only interviewing the shortlisted ones, AND a LOT of people applied for that position. I never got the job, but I was still chuffed to have gotten that far, AND I needed the job, too.
Hopefully you will hear the result that you want, but if not, it isn't a reflection on you - it is just that they felt that another applicant fitted their criteria better.
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