I'm a new member to the team. Currently I am really frustrated with where my weight loss is going. At my highest weight I was 215lbs. Last year I had gotten my weight down to 140 and kept it there for awhile, but now I weigh 153lbs. Which means that I have gained back 13lbs of my old weight and currently I have plateaued. It is extremely frustrating to know what it is like to be both larger and smaller than I am at my current weight. I know what it is like to feel more comfortable in my clothes than I do currently, more comfortable in my skin in general. While 13lbs may not seem like much to most people it really is a lot! And having gained back some of my weight I have a terrible fear that I heading in the wrong direction...right back to where I was before. Not a place I want to be going. I am only 22 and I want to feel in control of my life...
A large part of my problem is that I am in college...and in so many ways dorm life is not conducive to weight lose. I need a new form of motivation!
Thanks for reading everyone!
| current weight: 164.9