In yesterday's post Michelle hit it right out of the park. Like Michelle, I am still on my pity party, and I feel almost sure that some people have read my post of late and thought, ''oh just get over it." Man oh Man.....how I wish it was that easy.
I feel my belly hanging low again, hate that. My thighs are rubbing together again, hate that as well. Every joint in my body hurts, hate that just as much as I hate the hanging belly. I look as if I have a baby elephants butt, and I keep wondering how long will it be until one of my neighbor's says to me, ''you've put weight on." Yes, I do not have the most tactful of neighbor's. But, no one to blame for any of this but me, I keep asking myself, ''how do these people that have been lifetime make it look so easy." I know the answer, ''they live the lifestyle.'' They made this a lifestyle change where as I am still looking it and using it as a DIET!!!!! Pisses me off to be so whatever it is I am right now.
So what do people like Michelle and I do??? Two choices the way I see it......
1. We keep trying, we keep falling down and we keep getting up.
2. We could crawl back into our little cave with our box or bag of whatever and never ever be heard from again.
Speaking for myself and I hope Michelle or anyone else for that matter will stay with me, and keep plugging alone. I know what it is for me, its not eating too much of the healthy stuff, it eating bag after bag, box after box of all those things that get me in trouble.
I have to remember, each day is a new day, a gift from the man/woman upstairs I not only should respect that more, but I should respect myself more. On we go.
"Just don't give up trying to do what you really want to do!"
| current weight: 203.4