I totally understand no feeling like celebrating. I had my first mc 4 days before my birthday and just wanted to hide out. I ended up having a quiet dinner out with just my DH. I hope you give yourself the space to celebrate (or avoid celebrations) in the way that feels right for you. It is hard and sometimes that's just where it ends.
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I am so sorry that you are feeling so bad. I wish I had something useful to say to you all I got is that I'm here to listen. Just a thought but have you thought about changing therapist or looking into changing your diet to be mostly raw. I'm not sure if either of those would help, but maybe it's worth looking into it.
Today I turned 38. I just couldn't get in the celebrating mood. I've been so depressed lately. Nothing really perks me up.i feel like I'm in a fog, unable to experience any real feelings besides sadness and emptiness. I need to be a happier me for my husband and my son. I just don't know how. Therapy and meds aren't helping much. I just want to feel joy again!
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