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2/3/16 5:23 P

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Hope February finds you all well and happy. I am finally making some progress with weight loss after gaining all I lost back. Much slower this time but hopefully permanent



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1/26/16 5:31 P

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Hi all, well I had a rough end to 2015 and had a bit of a break down or something including deleting my SP account and turning into a potato or mushroom (a lot of time in the dark) but I am back - I was Declare74 I am now Bluefairy74 - but I'm still Deb

Anyway things are on the improve and I thought I'd let you know 2016 is going to be awesome - Westchick looks like you've been a bit lonely in here - I will try to get in at least once a week



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1/26/16 3:52 P

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Well the first month in 2016 has almost gone by.

I do hope you are all enjoying the wonderful hot summer's days so far and not melting in the heat :-)

Remember to keep drinking fluid to keep you going so that you do not end up dehydrated or getting headaches.

Everyone have a wonderful day :-)

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12/31/15 7:13 A

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Hello 2016

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12/31/15 1:44 A

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NEW YEARS EVE..... the end of 2015 is near :-)
Tomorrow is 2016 and hopefully a better year is on its way :-)

Happy New Year to you all :-)

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12/23/15 5:35 P

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Thank you Westchick, wishing you and everyone here a lovely Christmas day and happy, safe holiday's.

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12/23/15 4:12 P

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To everyone on this board.... from in the past to those still about.

Merry xmas to you all & your families
Have a wonderful day and enjoy the festivities with your family and friends around you.
If you are traveling about, be safe out there on the roads.

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12/11/15 6:58 P

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Hi Westchick,
Can't get up to much this weekend, I didn't get a full pay so no money for petrol until early week. It's been a little wet this morning, but nothing to what the forecast showed for us. It seems to be clearing.
During the week, I got my indoor cats an outside tent so we've had a bit of fun with that.
I have done most of my xmas shopping early for a change but it's going to be a very different xmas for me. I won't be travelling down to Wellington to see my parents but instead I will be going up to Cambridge and having Christmas day with my son Hayden, his financee Ange and all her family. I don't know them so not sure what to expect.

Have a great weekend. Counting down
Take care
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12/11/15 5:15 P

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Hello everyone :-)

Hope you all are having a nice weekend :-)

Keep well and hope you all are almost finished your xmas shopping :-)

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11/5/15 6:00 P

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I met my challenge yesterday, I did two 15 minute sessions on my rowing machine, I walked 4.7km around the lake, I also mowed the lawns.
So far today, I have done 15 minutes on the rowing machine.
Food wise, I slightly over it yesterday to what I had planned but so far so good today.

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11/4/15 12:59 P

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Hi all and thank you Rosinvn

I was talking with a friend last night, and we're meeting up in Tauranga on the 23rd of this month. That has given me somewhat of a goal to begin to lose my weight. I also have a friend from Wellington travelling up to Auckland and will be stopping in on the 23rd of December to see me and I would love to have begun my weight loss journey by the time he arrives. This morning I just feel like I can start this. I am very uncomfortable, my ribs hurt and I am having trouble with other chores because of it. I certainly don't want to end up with diabetes like my sister and mother.
I realize the one thing I haven't done here that I have always done is exercise, walk and even use my rower machine. So today I am challenging myself to do some form of exercise.

I watched the game from just before half time, as my cat Tigger kept gently pawing at my face to wake me hehe

The sun is shining this morning

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11/4/15 10:36 A

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hi everyone,

Yay we won. I didnt get to see the game live- I like my sleep more, but I did see a replay and it was an amazing and beautiful match. They can really move and throw, catch and kick amazingly!

WC yes we are in Autumn at the moment, my favourite time of year as it is cooler evenings and supposidly clear days. It is all just more bearable but then we will be heading into winter which is usually cold and drizzly.

Angelique- your dolls are exquisite, you must be very dedicated to them to produce such fine work. Re weight. I know for me I had to ask my self - What would it take to make me lose weight!! I realised that as long as I was surviving I put off doing much as it just seemed too difficult- so for me it took a bit of a health crisis!- I was traveling and put my back out and my blood pressure was really very uncontrolled. And then I asked myself what small steps that were doable could I take that would move me in the right direction. Then of course I had to ask- what would help me stick to those steps. So as I began the journey I was trying to put a plan into place that would make it more possible to succeed. Its those small daily decisions that determine our furture. Not sure if that is helpful or not but I know for me the should or oughts didnt' really work that well.
Hey Claire are you around and how are you doing>

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10/30/15 2:32 P

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Hi All

Hope everyone is doing well or the best than can be. I seriously need to do something with my weight I have put on 17kg since moving here in January and I had already packed on weight before that.

I am loving my latest reborn and she is also my last one as I want to get out and about and not be tied down with the hobby, though my friend wants me to do her another when she can afford it.



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10/30/15 5:08 A

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Hope you are all going to have a wonderful weekend.

Go the All Blacks in the Rugby World Cup 2015 FINAL... on at 5am Sunday morning live on Prime TV.

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10/21/15 5:04 P

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Good morning everyone.

Hope you are all having a great day.

Angeliquenz: Congrats to your son and Fiancée on their engagement :-)
Wow you certainly have been doing heaps on your home... but getting the roof painted is a biggie... and getting it done before the summer heat too...

Declare: Hope all is well in your neck of the woods... you have been quiet of late... not seen you around on fb either so hope all is ok.

Ros: Hope all is ticking along nicely for you over in Vietnam too... are you going into the summer season the same as NZ, of more into the rainy season?

So many of the others that used to post in here must be off having some great fun or forgotten their passwords onto this site lol.
But I do hope they are all ok too :-)


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10/16/15 7:04 P

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Hi All

Thank you, yes it is a big relief. My son has proposed to his girlfriend last Monday on the summit of Rangitoto Island, hopeless romantic hehe It was also his 30th birthday the day before. Sad my lousy family haven't acknowledged his birthday or engagement. At least now he has a new family apart from me that is :) I'm invited to spend Christmas with him and his fiancé's family so I'm looking forward to that for a change.

I had my house roof painted yesterday so that's sorted at last. Now I want to concentrate on buying some plants to pretty up the outside.
I'm busy micro rooting my last reborn. My friends one was supposed to be my last but this sculpt was one I had bought myself end of last year and put together when I moved here at the beginning of the year but he didn't have the hair I wanted and I wasn't happy with him, so I sold him . When I saw the sculpt running out as there are only 650 worldwide I decided I wanted one in my collection.



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10/16/15 6:13 P

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Good morning everyone.... :-)

Angeliquenz: Awesome test results.... what a big burden off your shoulders... :-)

Ros: Hope all is going well for you too :-)

Where is everyone else... hope they are all doing ok and keeping well also :-)

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10/5/15 1:57 P

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Thank you Rosinvn, it was wonderful news and totally unexpected for me. Nothing short of a miracle I reckon :)

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Glad to hear of the wonderful Good news Angelique- I am sure you are relieved. It is so hard not knowing and I am thrilled that it's good news. Glad your son was there and willing to support you as well.

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10/1/15 11:58 P

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Hi all

Let me tell you a funny little co-incidence. A couple of days ago I had been cutting back some bamboo and noticed a lot of fluorescent blue ladybugs all over them. I looked them up when I got inside as I had never seen them before and turns out they're an Aussie import hehe Anyway I was sitting on the couch relaxing when I felt something on my neck, it was one of those little fluorescent ladybirds. I put it on the floor and took a photo of it in macro which was amazing as the fluorescent blue actually reflected me in it's tiny wee shell which was only about 3mm. Anyway I posted the pic up on my fb, and a friend replied "when a ladybug lands on you it's good luck". I replied "I hope so" That ladybird could have landed anywhere on me, but it was right on my neck where my nodule is. I had my results yesterday, and despite having 4 different characteristics that on their own were suspect my test results show it is "Benign". I was stunned to say the least. I had prepared myself for the worst and it just couldn't sink in. I said to the specialist I had expected you to say it was malignant cancer given all those characteristics which made him look again at the results but it is benign. The size of it does affect my swallowing and breathing a little but as long as that doesn't get worse and it doesn't bleed into it then it can be left there. In the meantime, I am being weaned off my thyroid medication over the next few months. Then it's just a matter of keeping an eye on things.

I still can't believe it. My lucky blue ladybird :)

Hope everyone is well or the best they can be. Thank you all for your thoughts and wishes, everyone has been so supportive and positive. That goes along way when you don't have family around. I had my one wonderful son who took the day off work yesterday and drove down to be with me when I got the call despite being sick himself. He's a treasure.

Angelique

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10/1/15 11:07 P

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Hi Angelique, and WC

Angelique, do you have your results back yet? I have been lifting you up as I know this must be quite a difficult time for you!
WC yes we are in Oct already I feel like the year just started!!! Trust you are well and Happy!!!

Weather here is slowly getting more bearable but the humidity is still very high. My nephew is staying at the moment so I am really enjoying his company and running around the city with him. He leaves on Sun so It will be hard when he goes.

Have a good weekend all of you!

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9/24/15 4:20 A

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Hey everyone.... :-)

3/4 of the way thru the year already.. time sure does fly by real fast.

Remember one day at a time.... and you will reach your goals....
But most important.... no matter what.... be happy :-)

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Hi all

Well the hospital aren't in any hurry to advise me of the outcome, when I had the biopsy done I was told the results would be available in 2 weeks but the doctor I see there won't be ringing me until the 1st which is over 3 weeks. So it's just sit and wait. Also the person who did the biopsy advised of yet a 4th characteristic of concern that I didn't know so it is a worry.

In the meantime, my Mum ended up back in hospital had one 9 hr op on blocked veins in her left leg, and after enduring that and a wound from the top to bottom of her arm to take a vein out there, they've had to amputate her leg. So my son and I had to make an unexpected trip down to Wellington. She was in good spirits and positive but Dad said yesterday she wasn't as chirpy. I'm concerned how they will deal with it once at home. My father has a nasty temper and until now has been a very selfish man. He's also very frail, so I don't know how they will get on.



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Hi everyone

Sorry I have been a bit AWOL- actually a lot I really am going to try and pop in here more often. weight wise not doing so great. I finally got on the scales as usually the first thing that happens is denial- I just dont want to know. The good thing is that I am still at the gym and doing ST with a trainer so i dont want to drop that but I just need to get back in to gear with the eating thing as I have been doing a lot more emotional eating lately!!! Ugh

Trust the holiday is going well Deb and that you have a fantastic time.

Angeliquenz- sorry to hear about your thyroid troubles. Waiting is the hardest thing to do for sure as it is a bit like being in limbo or something I trust you get the info and results quickly so you can deal with what ever the outcome is and move forward. Special hugs

WC great to see you are still around and popping in here from time to time.

Today is the second day where the weather has been wonderful-maybe Autumn is finally arriving to my part of the world. I know I am really over the heat and my aircon in my bedroom is dying so I hope I can stop using it soon.

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8/21/15 7:25 P

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Hey all :-)

Angeliquenz: Goodness me... hope you can get those tests done a lot quicker and that you have a good result.. fingers crossed for you :-)

Declare: Sorry to hear about your daughter. Just when you got things on the up with her.
Have a great trip down to Wellington catching up with your family and then your friend in the south island too.
Yeah next time you are in Ak, yell out.... be nice to catch up again :-)

So lets all have a wonderful weekend :-) :-) :-)

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Hope everyone is doing ok. I've been very busy and things aren't going great. I'm as heavy as ever and don't even want to weigh myself. I've got a lot going on atm, and I feeling somewhat stressed, overwhelmed and scared. After being ill with my thyroid for nearly 2 years, finally I have had an ultrasound to make sure nothing nasty is going on and guess what it is. With the characteristics of the single nodule, that's 11mm and has calcium deposits means I have a 96% risk it is Malignant cancer yet I have to continue to wait until the 7th of next month just to get a biopsy. There are different types of thyroid cancer, and it can spread so it is more than frustrating that just because Radiology is running behind my biopsy is held up. I was told a few weeks ago, that I would have it in 2 weeks so it will be well overdue. It's my birthday this coming weekend, but I don't feel like celebrating. My son is worried and we just have to sit back and try not to fret.

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It is a ghost town in here

I am finally getting on top of my personal stuff and weight again - probably because I am choosing to focus on me and my pending holiday, unfortunately the house is going downhill fast - I just can't work fulltime, be supermum and look after me all at once - so the house is where I am dropping the ball

4 weeks till my big trip to Wellington and Nelson am so excited

Meeting one of my online friends, going to Te Papa, and my first trip in a plane ... yep so excited

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MMM think this thread is dying off :-(

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Hi all, sorry I haven't been around much. I've had a bad time lately. We have taken in another teenager with issues. I got sick. I got better I went to Auckland and had a lovely weekend and then Sunday got the call from the hospital to advise my daughter had attempted suicide again (you will remember she tried May last year) so life has just got tricky and horrid again.

Well done on the loss Angela, keep up the good work, I'll try not to gain what you are losing but weight loss will be on the back burner for me at the moment

Westchick I was in Auckland but pretty busy or I would have tried to catch up - big work event and I worked Saturday morning so it was rush rush


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Thanks Westchick and you have a good weekend too. This afternoon I'm driving up to Cambridge to have tea with my son. He finally got around to buying me my mothers day pressy so will receive that tonight hehe His house is all sold and settled and he's not renting in Cambridge atm.

I've managed to lose a couple of kilo, just have to keep it up.

Enjoy your weekend ppl

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Afternoon everyone :-)

Have a great weekend...

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Hi all
Well I have to do something about my weight, I'm 2kg heavier than I have ever been in my life and I'm sore and uncomfortable.
On top of that an ultrasound yesterday showed something up and I have to have a biopsy :( Not sure how that's going to pan out with me having to drive up from Toks and back.

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Hi Declare

Yeah I'm no good around ppl or new places. I also suffer from selective mutism so I can't just talk with ppl unless I am comfortable.

Yeah a few years ago, I was under the CRISIS team they were good saw me for quite a while then referred me to CMH but over a year later and I still hadn't seen anyone, yet I was referred as they felt I would be offered better service. I called and called and eventually a pysc agreed to see me, but it went badly, despite her qualification she didn't understand my selective mutism and demanded I talk or she couldn't treat me. She repeated this over and over to me, then lied and said I could talk because I had spoken with an assessor there which was not true and with that I walked out and she put me into a really bad place, an advocate at the time, understood and contacted CMH and explained to the Manager etc. and they still didn't get it much to the frustration of the advocate as well as myself.
My selective mutism has lead to professionals including therapists and doctors refusing to treat me for physical injury and sickness too.

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Aghhhh Mental Healthcare in NZ is a joke, Miss 17 is still having regular panic attacks, not sleeping and is struggling daily but because she told them she no longer wants to kill herself she no longer gets any support at all and has been waiting 7 months for an appointment with the counselling service the crisis team and CAMHS refered her to. She has pretty much given up hope after numerous calls

I have little to offer in the way of suggestions but maybe start with basics - and keep leaving phone messages for her/him while you try to do your best.

What do you feel comfortable enough to do - could you join a church group? That is pretty big for me as I am always anxious meeting "new" people but it seems friendship and support are your big needs in a new place. Or maybe volunteer a little at a hospice or Salvation Army shop etc? If that is too much right now could you just focus on you and your health for now, a twenty minute walk every day ? I feel a bit useless to be honest as this is so far out of my knowledge area - but know I pray for you and think of you x


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Hi Declare

No I understand what you're saying.

Well I am obligated by ACC to find a counselor, yet I have tried. One agreed to take me on and supposedly matched me up with the best counselor who is a senior Counsellor but her method of contact didn't meet my needs, but we agreed on a method even though it wasn't really suitable for me. The reason being supposedly she had over 100 clients, worked in a dairy as well and rang her clients from various sites. However, that agreement was agreed to over 6 weeks ago and I've had no phone call.
How professional is that? and she's a senior Counsellor? I am in a new town alone, having issues with my neighbours, have no family or friends around and have severe anxiety and PTSD and this is how I am treated by professionals.

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Hi Angelique - you really need to get onto why you have the pain, there is nothing worse than suffering and locking yourself away will only add to your suffering. I know you love your reborns but love yourself enough to take care of yourself first xx Please take my words the right way it is hard sometimes to not think "what a cow" when you see a typed paragraph but I do not mean to offend only support and encourage you to find and ease the cause of your pain and embrace all life has to offer you xx



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Hi all

The weathers the opposite of yesterday but at least the temperatures have been mild recently.

I still haven't managed to get my A into G to lose my weight. It's the heaviest I have ever been and making me feel yuk and sore. You'd think that in itself would be enough for me to do something but I've been feeling really down over the last week, been hiding away at home and haven't visited or contacted my friends. I've been in pain the last 4 weeks with pain in my left elbow, I'm right handed but I can't use my arm. I need to do something about it soon.

I have a special reborn kit on it's way, I just hope my arm allows me to do it.

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How is everyone going??

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WC it is the one in Wellington, the other school in Auckland is not linked to the Wellington one and they offer slightly different things

Angelique - yes I couldn't resist sharing her highlights reel on FB :-) Some of her work is of course better than others but with little budget/equipment and very little training she has already had some recognition filming for the Tactix netball team (so they could review their game/techniques and the opposition's) and coming second in a national competition for her drink driving commercial (with a cameo by Greg Murphy)

I am trying to get back on track with my weightloss/fitness and also at home - it is proving to be a challenge finding and keeping the balance

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Hiya Westchick

Reborning is big around the world and NZ is picking up. The only thing is there's a lot of ppl who are not good and think they can make a lot of money out of it, or ppl using inferior supplies and knocking em off for too much money. Then there's all the scamming going on which is affecting the selling of them. Not so much here in NZ fortunately.

It's been an awesome sunny warm weekend here, I just returned after a walk around the local lake and I'm glowing hehe

Hope everyone else is having a good weekend.

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Good afternoon all :-)

Sun and rain again today... and I hope everyone is having a great weekend no matter what the weather :-)

Declare: That is awesome news re your daughter getting into Film school. Is that in Wellington or Auckland or somewhere else within NZ?

Angeliquenz: I believe that having baby dolls is quite popular and being made by lots of people around the world..

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Hi Declare

That's awesome news about your daughter. I thought her work was impressive :)

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Hi all, a very happy and proud Mum reporting in - Miss 20 has been accepted to film school!! She starts July 13th

I am doing okay - need to do better - down on the scale again this week but still not shrinking my waistline - need to get into more exercise

Ros - you can keep your bootcamps lol - I couldn't do one at my best and here they are all early starts - sooooo not me LOL

Angelique - We have been blessed with good weather here really, has taken a major drop in temperature but for winter it is still pretty good - I couldn't cope in the South Island I don't think - I am getting softer each year hehehe


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Hi Westchick

It was a lovely day to end the weekend and we were fortunate up here not to have had the storm reach us.

I currently have 5 full sized and 1 9", one is my sisters and I have a kit on pre order, that I'm looking forward to getting as it kind of reminds me of my families bubs when they were born.
Here's a photo of them, I bought a cabinet to keep them in. I have sold some and have them throughout the country and even over in the States.


Here's the last 3 I have made


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Hi di hi.....
Top of the morning to ye all.
Hope you are all having a wonderful weekend so far and the rest of it will be great too.

Ros: Boot camp..... good on you for giving it a go.. hope the pain goes away soon.

Declare: Stand up desk.... sounds interesting... lol

Angeliquene: How many baby dolls have you got...

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Hey Ros, I am blushing as I write I have not utilized my standup desk anywhere near as much as I hoped - but I have had a fibro flare since Autumn and balance/standing and I are not getting on too well - but I have been on the new drug 4 days now and I am seeing major change - so now I need to get back to where I was and build from there

I managed miraculously to show a loss this week - it was only 100gms but with the climb on the scales earlier in the week I am going to hold on to it and do better next week

My BLC team is keeping me busy on here and in exercise but I am not pushing myself as I should

Hi everyone else xx Hope you are all doing well

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Hi everyone,

Sorry I have been AWOL, I have been mainly concentrating on BLC and just surviving. My weight is up a bit so I need to get my head into the right space and take care of t before it gets out of control.

Glad to hear you started the new drug trial Deb, I trust it goes well for you and you see major benefits. How is the standing desk going?

I am struggling with back ache at the moment. My gym had a boot camp competition last sat. I have never done anything like that so thought I would give it a go and I guess in my haste my form wasnt great with the kettle balls and so.... ugh. I hope it rights it self quickly as I need to get back into the gym. I am trying to walk as I hear that is the best thing for backs- to keep moving.

I need to catch up with all the posts I missed but Hi to everyone else.

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Angela - I had two good weeks on the scale but I think this week is kicking my butt - It has been a big week - My week ends Wednesday so I still hope I may be able to turn it around before weigh in day - I find motivation is something I always am short on - especially if the scales aren't being friendly small long term changes are my only hope

Sorry I haven't been in much - I started my new drug trial this week - so far so good. I found a home for the dog my son rescued today - thankfully. I have been going through the house doing some major housework and trying to get things on track at home

I have a big week ahead of me with some of my work team away it is full on during the day and I am trying hard to get in exercise in the evenings - Will try to get in here more in the next week though x

Hope you all had good weekends and have a great week x

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Hi All

Thanks Westchick, yes it's a mixed bag weather wise. Son usually visits me on a Sunday so looking forward to that.
Had a doctors appt with a new doctor which was real tuff for me, very anxious and I shed a few tears.

My weight is real bad, never been as heavy in my life and I have no motivation at all.

I'm busy micro rooting my next reborns hair which will take me a few days, this one is open eyed and she a real cute chubby bub. my last reborn turned out lovely, the kit was a 3D print of an actual baby born a month early.


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Good morning everyone:

Overcast weather today...

All quiet on the western front.... so hoping all is well with you all :-)
Have a wonderful weekend.....

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Hi all, Westchick I have been busy but also a bit naughty - so I am recommitting to myself at present and luckily BLC28 is helping me get my focus back on weight loss and fitness/health

Other than that not much news to report - trying to find a home for a dog my son rescued which we are not allowed to keep (she is lovely but landlord and this mum said no) had two boarders move out this week so money is taking a hit but home life should improve with less drama within the house, work is keeping me busy and the drug trial I am on for my Fibro has me feeling hopeful

SO all in all pretty good week

Have a great weekend everyone - catch you all soon

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Good morning everyone :-)
Gosh you must be all so busy.... :-)

Everyone have a wonderful weekend :-)

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Hey everyone :-)

I hope everyone is going to be having a great weekend :-)

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Morning all, have a great long weekend if you get one x


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Declare - Well done :) I'm not on the right track yet

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emoticon Tooting my own horn - down 2.5ks this week emoticon

Now to keep up the momentum

Hope everyone is well and happy xx

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Hi Westchick

Yes thankfully one of the neighbours is going to keep an eye on it. They had an open home today, there is a couple interested so hoping they come through with a contract.

He visited this morning while his gf was at work and I can see him every weekend so that's cool.

Unfortunately, yesterday my Mum ended up in hospital and is having a hip operation on Wednesday. My sisters that live down there seem to be taking care of things so that's good.

The day started out lovely and sunny but is now clouding over and there's a wind. I was going to go for a drive, but being Sunday not much is open so might leave it and if it's fine during the week I might venture further a field :)

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Good afternoon everyone :-)

Angeliquenz: I hope your son has good former neighbours to be keeping an eye out on his home to make sure no one breaks in and destroys it.
Hope the sale happens real quick for him too :-)

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