Everyone here has been so supportive. And, this is something I cannot blog about. Why? I have family on my page and my family is part of the problem.
So, I have gained TEN pounds. I know it's not a big deal. Right?!
Well, it scares me that I gained it because it is not as easy to drop the pounds like it once was. I guess the other part of it is that I wasn't too motivated to lose it because it filled in the area that had the most saggy skin. My sisters has asked if it will ever go away and just didn't make me feel better about that part of me, a part that I wasn't keen on. To me, it was like telling someone that is saying "I'm fat" to them "Yes, yes. You are." They were just mean. Now, it's filled in and I don't feel good about me.
I lost weight to feel good about me and it seems like I still struggle with it. I still have the tummy.. it's just smaller.
I just needed to talk about it.
Rome wasn't built in a day and neither will I be!
| current weight: 195.0