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7/24/14 7:12 P

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I am really worried about my son and family in Israel. I hope that they can stay safe till the troubles are resolved. There was a bomb scare at my club this morning. 3 boys were involved in an attempted kidnapping in the next street to my sisters yesterday. Anti semitism always increases when there is trouble in Israel.
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Health wise not so good. Getting weaker and had a problem with my bladder for a couple of weeks. headaches again. Increased my Eltroxin not told dr. Doing my own thing for now. having healing every 2 weeks.
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My sister has been away for 3 weeks and it has been difficult without her. I have been struggling with the symptoms. I have started going to healing every 2 weeks and I am glad about that. Loraine is a really strong healer. I trust healing far more than conventional medicine accept where surgery is needed.
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Things are very quiet, no news. I am getting weaker but no way of improving my situation. Will not see the specialist till November.
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I am going with my sister Jackie and a lady I have not yet met to an exhibition of beautiful things made from glass today. Most of the ladies at my mosaic group have already been to see it and say it is wonderful. This is the first chance I have had to go and visit myself. It will be finished soon so I really have to go today or miss it. I have seen photographs taken by the other ladies and they are exquisite. I love glass and wood and natural fibers,. All things usually out of my price bracket. A girl can dream! I need to get my eyes fixed and learn how to make ceramics and start glass blowing!
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2/18/14 4:51 A

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On Friday I had my purse stolen in my local shopping precinct. My cards and my weeks pension were stolen. My travel card store cards and medical cards also were taken. DD came to get me as I had no money to get home. Luckily my mobile was in my pocket so I could phone her for help.

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2/6/14 1:52 P

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I am heading towards being depressed again, I am fighting it.
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I have to go to the surgery today. When I went to pick up my prescription yesterday I was refused my antibiotics and eye drops. I was told I have to see a Dr to get that script filled. I am so fed up. I hope this does not mean more hospital appointments and minor operations. I wonder what will happen when I refuse. No more surgery for me. i have had enough of it all. My hair is still falling out and the weight problem is as bad as ever. I am so hungry and afraid to eat very much. I am cooking and liquidizing bags of frozen vegetables and passata and eating that. I am a vegetarian who hates veg! The only way I can eat it is if I cant see what I am eating! lol. It is full of vitamins and few calories. I fill jars with it and put it in the fridge. Then ever day I have a bowl of it and add something. Rice, a couple of veg sausages or just plain as it is. I have a few gluten free crackers and a little gluten free or rice cereal. Some fruit and not much else. Maybe a couple of free range eggs and a little milk. I would like to be vegan but my diet is so limited I think I would get very sick if I did that. Ethically I would prefer to use no animal products at all. I used to have no milk and used Soya. With the Hypothyroid Soya has to be severely limited so I went back to a little milk. Rice milk is Yucky and nut milk is high in calories.
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1/13/14 3:26 P

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I was ill for 3 weeks but I am better now. The new term for Zumba started last week. I love the classes. I am back to taking Raph to Happy House. I will go to Yoga this week and all my other classes. I am low in spirit but I am fighting it. Still no weight loss despite all my efforts. My hair is still falling out. I wish I could get some T3.
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12/9/13 1:15 P

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Just got back from visiting my grandchildren. I had a good time, but have come back exhausted and with a bad cough that has left me very low.
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11/30/13 5:25 P

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Raph seems to be much better thank God. i am going away to visit my other 5 grandchildren for a few days.
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11/22/13 5:26 A

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I have been looking after Raph this week, and last night he got a high temp and has been ill. thank God he is better now.
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11/14/13 4:25 A

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I have got a cold and a cough which I caught from my grandson when I was looking after him when he had the chicken pox. He is off nursery today and driving me mad because he wont give me a minute to myself to do a thing. His little fingers are all over the keyboard.
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11/6/13 8:59 A

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Very down in the dumps today. Had a big knock back that I did not expect. Well one door closes and another door opens. One has to have faith that everything that happens has a reason even if we do not know why. In my case I think it was pride comes before a fall.
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10/30/13 11:38 A

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I am so glad you feel better. I hope it lasts. I forgot about Halloween. Do you celebrate it?
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10/30/13 11:21 A

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vertigo seems to be gone -at least for the past couple of days.no dizziness or sick feeing.
still going to go see the physical therapist tomorrow. emoticon Happy Halloween to you MYRNA , a day early.

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10/24/13 5:31 P

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When I was first given generic Thyroxin I could not even stand up I was so dizzy, I had to stay in bed. it took ages to get a medicine that worked. I was fine for about a year then the formula was changed again and now I get a lot of my symptoms back. My support group Thyroid UK is getting a lot of feedback with the same news from people. Maybe you should go back to your Dr and get your medicine changed?
I am pleased to meet you, looking forward to getting to know you.
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10/23/13 11:09 A

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Just logged in SP to find that that have changed their SP page again. Sure wish they would leave things alone. Last few days been suffering from bouts of vertigo.It wont go completely away. so I cant seem to get anything done.Medicine I take for it is strong & knocks me out ,so I end up sleeping for an hour or two.Doc says not to drive until I'm feeling better I''ll be too old to drive by then,this bout with vertigo just keeps hanging on.
I hate complaining but I' so sick of this !!

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10/21/13 3:23 P

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I think that new spark page is a nightmare. I cant get my head round it at all.
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10/4/13 6:47 A

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I am back at my club and doing normal everyday things. had my first time back at Yoga. I am so stiff! I took Raphael to a music class for toddlers that started at my club in the afternoon after Yoga. I am not sure if he really liked it because he was the oldest there. I will take him once more next week to see if he gets used to it. Monday is the first session of a new Zumba class with a new teacher. Jackie is also starting with me. I do hope they have enough people that is does not fold like last term. My mood is on a knife edge, I am fighting myself to not crash. I want to cry and fall down but I will not let myself. I have to hope that there is an "up" for me some day. Till then I just muddle along doing the best I can with what I am.
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9/4/13 8:46 A

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Jewish New Year starts tonight. I am going to my daughters for supper. I dearly hope that this year will be better for all of us. A job and a child for Daniel and Laura. A good year for Michael with safety at work and health and happiness for his family. The same for DD and hers family. For my sister and all my loved ones. for all those left behind after losing those we have loved and lost this last year now gone. Peace and love to the souls "neshamas" now with the Holy one blessed be he. May they rest in everlasting peace till we all meet up again. Including our animal friends so sorely missed and greatly loved.
Love and light and happiness are my New Year wishes and blessings to all.
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8/26/13 7:03 A

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I am a bit low the last few days. Do not really want to put my thoughts down on paper, but my heart and soul know everything. Same old story.
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I really enjoyed having Alex to stay with me. He went home this morning. It will be very quiet now he has gone home. I am still looking after Raphael extra days during the summer holidays. I am feeling rather tired. I am looking forward to getting back to doing the things I like when the holidays are over. having a little more free time.
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I was up early but my laptop would not connect even when I restarted it. It is still working very slowly. Now Raphael is standing so closely to me I can hardly type. I keep asking him to go and play but he just wants to stay close to me. I will take him out soon for a walk. I am so excited about my Grandson Alex coming tonight. I have not seen him for such a long time. Michael told me he has grow a lot since I last saw him and is as big as a man now.
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Yesterday was a fast day. it was horrible because it was really hot. No food or water for 24 hours. I had a rotten headache. Plus I went to the dentist and had Raph in the afternoon. I did not have to look after him, but I wanted to see him. Today I decided not to go to club because of the heat. I did not sleep last night at all. I will try and sleep later.
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Managed to get up early enough to work in the yard this morning before it got too hot. It has made it up to 109 today. Counting the yard work as my exercise for the day. Hoping for a little rain later. It is very dry. I didn't have to go into work today. I enjoyed the quiet, slow pace. Next week I leave to visit family and for my yearly visit to my cancer doctor. No thyroid is really a bummer. ... but I don't like the idea of cancer either so I will take what I get. hope you are having a good day!

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I think my world is calm compared to yours! Hope all are healing. I just got back from a work trip to Washington DC. It was the first time I have ever been there. Got in a bit of sightseeing in spite of all the meetings. Glad to be home with a bit slower pace for a few days.

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Yesterday afternoon Raphael fell off DD's bed and hit his head on her bedside cabinet and cut the back of his head. We spent the rest of the day in casualty. The poor little chap had the wound glued. They do not stitch any more thank God. DD and I had a terrible shock. The wound was small but it bled so much. DD's face and neck were covered in his blood. She called an ambulance and then called me. I ran as fast as I could down the road because I did not want the ambulance to leave without me. I am too old to run, and quickly ran out of steam. For the first time ever I flagged down a woman in a car and begged a lift! Strangers can often be much kinder than people we know. Jackie and I are looking after him this afternoon. We will be extra careful with him.

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7/2/13 5:31 A

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Sometimes I am so stupid I even surprise myself. On Sunday morning I woke up and thought it was Sunday night and took all 6 of my evening tablets thinking it was evening. I did not even know what day of the week it was. I had a rotten cold and was still depressed about Joey and other things. I had to phone NHS direct to get advise on what to do. They told me to stay at home till it was time to take the next correct doses in 36 hours and watch for adverse symptoms. If I got ill to call for help. luckily all that happened was I got a headache and was a bit shaky. I had to lie down a lot! Idiot!!!!! From now I need to wake up with an alarm clock. No Joey to wake me up in the mornings. No Joey to tell me it is morning not evening. I need a 24 hour clock with big numbers and a loud alarm.


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6/28/13 1:12 P

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My cat Joey died last week and that has left me depressed. The shock has also left me run down so I have come down with a heavy cold. Joey will be my last pet. I would not want a pet that might outlive me and not have a good home to go to. I have had cats since I was a toddler and it will be very strange for me to now be completely alone. I will just have to work hard at getting used to this new stage of life.
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I am just back from the vegetarian show I went to with DD. it was brilliant. We could only stay half a day because DD had to get back for Raphael. The journey to get there and back was very long and complicated. I would have got lost if I had gone on my own. All the food exhibited was for people like me on gluten and wheat free allergy diets. It was so interesting. I am going to try and go back on Sunday and stay longer so I can get more information. I think I will be able to find my way there without getting lost now that I have done the journey once. It is only on for 3 days.
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Cerebral Palsy is not one of the illnesses I suffer from. it is completely different. I am sure there must be a group for that illness on spark. have another look and see if you can find one. if you cant, then get back to me and I will see if I can find one for your son. I wish you luck.
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Trying to get my son to join your team is it active? He has cerebral palsy plus many more problems. I think this would be a good fit :)



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I have started a sitting down exercise class once a week. MY upper body is quite locked. Not a lot of movement. I hope to reverse this. I am going to try out a sitting down yoga class on Weds. My balance is not good so a normal exercise class would be risky. I might fall. My hands are shaky so I cant do some of the things I like to do. Painting and craft. Even eating is getting hard. My near eyesight is worse despite new glasses. I am getting so depressed with all this.
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1/25/13 10:31 A

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Sleeping is getting harder. Going 48 hours before I fall asleep out of desperation. Night terrors have started again. Fear of death which haunts me from time to time. Try to push it from my mind. This too shall pass.

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1/14/13 5:44 A

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Hair loss is getting worse. My skin is itching all the time. Food allergies are increasing. cant eat anything wheat, pasta. Weight loss very slow. have lost all the weight I put on from the Thyroid.
Since last may I have lost 35lbs. I lost most of it in the beginning. Very little the last few months. Just static lately. The odd pound here and there. Struggling to stay the same despite hardly eating. Depression just holding on. Dr increased my dose of venlafaxin to try and lift my mood.
New glasses because my site is so much worse. Haven't helped much so getting magnified reading glasses some time this week.
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6/8/12 5:16 A

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Too many shocks, too many upsets, and my mind is very fragile. But thank God Daniel is getting better and Jackie will be home on Weds.

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So much happening I have not had a chance to update. I have been away for Arieh's Barmitzvah. Jackie is in America. Daniel is very ill. I am terrified for him. I am feeling very frail in health.

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My Michael was in a rotten mood last night. I had waited up for him to help me get down a suitcase and sort out my flight paperwork. He had gone to DD for a meal but I did not know that. He did not come home till after 11pm. He said he would find the case before he leaves tonight. I bet he wont have time. he usually arrives just as the taxi comes to pick him up for the airport. I wanted him to print out the paperwork for my flight. He downloaded it and I could not find it. He got cross. Not his fault because he is so stressed. I pushed him and we went into his room to use the printer. I could not even see the printer under the piles of boxes and packages meant to go home with him for the Barmitzvah or the cricket team. No wonder he was in a bad mood. No way would the airline let him take all this stuff back, even with a platinum travel card. Stuff was still arriving this morning. MY DIL is off her rocker. I have no idea what the poor boy is going to do. I am going to keep well out of his way. I am going to use a ladder to get my suitcase down, and not mention it again.

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I am so full of cold I feel awful. I stayed in bed yesterday. I am supposed to be looking after Raphael today and tomorrow. My DD has arranged a surprise weekend away for her husbands 30th birthday. My sister and brother in law have covered for me for today, and I will do overnight and tomorrow morning. This weather is a nightmare. The rain just gets heavier and heavier. I have got this cold because I keep getting soaked through every time I have to go out.

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I did not get back from babysitting till midnight last night. I was supposed to take the cat to the vet this morning but it has not stopped raining for even one minute. I am going to take him tomorrow. I have not stayed dry one day this week. I am exhausted. DD has got me down for taking Raphael to Playtime at the library on Friday. That is a whole morning. Then she is taking her husband for a surprise overnight stay at a hotel for his 30th birthday over Sunday and Monday. I have never had him overnight before.

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I am really late today. I thought I would make an early start on the great outfit hunt. I am starting to give up all hope. I tried on anything I could find that was remotely suitable. Everything looked ghastly. I am very depressed with it all. The weight gain has gone on all round my tummy and it really shows. Even with walking every day I have not lost an ounce. Nothing the Dr has given me has worked. Like all the other poor souls with this rotten illness I am stuck with this weight for good. Anyway, on a happier note, Joey is walking much better. The injection the vet gave him has done the trick. For 70 it should do! Tonight I have to get the first dose of medicine into him. I am gearing myself up for the battle. I am exhausted. I got so wet while I was out. Right down to my unmentionables! Plus I have to babysit tonight.

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Got back from the dentist and futile trip for outfit for Barmitzvah. poor Joey kitty Cat cant walk. Front paws not right. Jackie coming and we will go to the vet.

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I am waiting for my sister. She is doing first shift babysitting, then I am taking over from 5pm for the rest of the afternoon and evening. I am hoping the rest of the week I will be able to get out and about. Except tomorrow morning when I see my cute dentist. I am a bit nervous because I have enough twinges to make me think I am going to need some work done. Yikes! Are you going out today

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I have had a very lazy couple of days. it is cold here. I thought I was going to a family engagement tonight but I think it has been postponed. Not sure what has happened. Maybe some of the relatives could not get here in time. Too near to the end of Passover. They are coming from Israel.

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I am not feeling so well. Tired. Hope I am not having a crash after doing so well. Still no weight loss. feeling defeated.

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very tired from all the running around and cleaning for Passover. Everything is ready now. Going to my cousin tonight and tomorrow night. Wont have to cook.

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Cleaning my oven and fridge.

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Going to soft play with Raphael.

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I made a mistake today. I hope it does not come back to haunt me.

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Still here on my own. been very busy. Much more active. The medicine is working, but still no weight loss. I wish that would start to improve.

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Our weather is getting better and better. it is hard to believe it is only March. I hope it stays like this.

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I am tired and fed up. Looks like nobody wants to join my team. I may give up soon. I can talk to myself without coming here. I can just journal.

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Very busy week. Michael is here for 2 weeks and I have had lots to do with the family. Next week is equally as busy. I need some time to myself to get ready for Passover. That will not happen till the following week. I am cutting things very fine now.

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Difficult times. people are so grumpy and hard to get on with.

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Flowers and rows. happy mothers day. NOT!

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headache. 4th one since I started on the new tablets. getting much better.

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I had a few difficult days, but at the moment it is quiet. I am hoping a builder will come today to give me an estimate for some jobs around my flat.

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leg pain and the cat are keeping me up at night.

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The kids came over for an hour, but otherwise a nice quiet day.

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The meeting was fine. I am shell shocked. I never expected it to be ok but it was. Hopefully if the committee accepts the recommendations I am safe for another year. The plumber came and he will give me an estimate for the shower and floor. I saw karons and it is a wonderful shower. But hers was an insurance job. Not done by this chap. Her whole flat is so richly done. i cant afford anything like that.

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I think that finally I am resigned to whatever today's meetings result will be.

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The film was really good. babysitting today. Trying to stay upbeat.

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Going to the cinema to cheer myself up.

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Another migraine.

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Went with DD to take Raphael to playtime at the library. he loved it. he will soon be walking properly. I am glad to be home now. I walked a lot which is very good. More than I have done since just before I I became ill. I must try to keep it up now the weather is getting better.

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I am fighting the black dog again. 2 weeks of watching Uncle Monty dying in the hospice have set me back a long way. The last few nightmare hours of his life, and the funeral have hit me hard. Walking round the cemetery and visiting the graves of so many loved ones. My mind flits from one thing to another and can find no rest. I have lost so many over the last 12 months. Trying to hold onto my faith becomes harder and harder. The path I walk is a lonely and solitary one. I give comfort to the mourners but can find non myself. So many questions and no answers. I am an old lady, but I so miss my mum.

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Migraine.

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I wonder why nobody has noticed and joined my team yet? This is turning into a journal instead of a team. I am going to visit Uncle Montie in the hospice today. I have not seen him for a week.

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I had a lovely time last night with my children. it is not often I get all three of them together at the same time. Everyone was in a good mood and there was a lot of laughter. That does not happen often either. Michael my eldest is going home to Israel tonight and will be back on Monday. Daniel is going to Zambia tomorrow to see his wife. he will be back in a week.

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Spark maintenance today. very difficult to get around the site. I am going to the Dr this morning. Going to try and get some help for all the problems I still have. Not very optimistic, but I will give it my best shot.

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I reached 120,000 SP points at last. feels very good. Going to babysit Raphael and see my sister this afternoon.

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DS1 & DIL back from Washington. DIL goes home in the morning. Michael goes back on Thursday, but here again next Monday night. he has a lot of work in England at the moment.

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The sadness has not passed. partly my own fault. To lift ones spirit one needs to do things and have goals. I have let my life slip lately. Going to visit my Uncle Rabbi Montie in the hospice this afternoon. Another reason to be depressed. As I get older I wonder how we stay happy in the face of our prospect.?

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Sad tonight. No trigger it just happens sometimes. Good days bad days. That's life.

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had a lovely day out and then babysat till after midnight. I am so tired. probably get up late in the morning.

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Going with DD and Raphael to soft play. Raphael loves to go there.

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bad food day. Ate too much and the wrong things.

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5am and same as yesterday. The cat is finally sleeping after keeping me up most of the night. Had a bowl of cereal and a cup if tea. Will try to sleep again shortly.

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4.30am, can't sleep and exhausted!

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had lovely meals at my DD this weekend. She is a brilliant cook.

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Snowing again and icy outside. Worried about falls. Going to my DD for dinner tonight.

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Woke up with a migraine. Took Sumatriptan and put the fan and ioniser on. Feel a lot better. relieved because I need to be well to help DD and the baby who are ill. Plus Michael is with me till Monday and I need to make his meals in the evenings.
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it is very icy outside. I am taking a taxi to the hospital for the eye clinic. Very nervous I hate anything to do with my eyes.

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Very tired and my eyes hurt. otherwise I am doing well. It is snowing and freezing cold tonight.

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Going to go out and get some fresh air this morning. Try to have a walk around. Hopefully my balance will be ok. I will take my stick just in case. Time to get outside again and get back to how I was before I started on the Thyroxine and got palsy again.

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Woke with a migraine. very painful but I got better after taking a pill and later I was sick. I am still improving. less tired.

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I feel better today. No pain and more alert. I hope it is the start of proper improvement.

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Yesterday I had much more energy but as usual it did not last. I did not sleep at all last night and today I am exhausted and my eyes hurt a lot. I have lost my faith in Dr's. They can treat some things, but when they do not know the answers they turn on the patients and make them feel small and try to con them into thinking they just have depression. That is wicked. The DR I saw yesterday was such a nasty piece of work. He told me off for asking for an urgent apt. He said the pains in my head were just muscular due to tension and age. He did not accept the diagnosis of the previous Dr. I wanted to die of shame and felt like I had lived too long. When I got home I logged into the support site and read the messages of all the people who have the same symptoms as me. Who are suffering like I am. Many of them had been treated the same way as I had. But that is little comfort when I am now afraid to go back to the surgery. I have another blood test in 10 days time and then I will have to decide what to do. I think I will just have to do the best I can on my own.

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I need to sleep nearly all the time now. My sight is getting worse. My right eye is still open and wont close. Pain in my neck on the right side.

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Migraines are back with a vengeance. Had to take 2 Nurophen. Must not make a habit of it. I am starting to note down what I am taking and when, for when i finally get my apt to see the Neurologist.

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After a bad night and early morning I am feeling better. very weak and shaky, but no pain and no headache.

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Migraine and pain since last night. I am very ill.

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I had a good day yesterday but the night was awful. I am still in pain and exhausted. I do not know what to do.

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I cant sIeep. So much pain. I do not know what is happening to me. Where is this pain coming from? is it an illness? Is it the thyroxine causing this? I am exhausted.

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last 2 days not so good. head feels like I am drugged up. Only the thyroid drug left of the 3 new ones I was taking. So it is either that or something seriously wrong in my head?

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Today is a better day.

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I am going to ask the Dr to stop the steroids when I see him tomorrow. I cant function at all. No change in my eye and speech still up and down. I needed to use the phone today and it was awful. I could not speak well enough to make myself understood properly.

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Still no change. I seem to have made no improvement at all. Early days though so must be patient. The steroids really knock me out.

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Started this team today. My sight is minimal because of the Palsy. My right eye is not able to close. Both eyes water all the time. despite meds my balance is shot and I cant go out in the street on my own. The Dr said this is separate from the palsy but I am not so sure. God knows what my thyroid is doing because I certainly do not. The days are long and lonely. I live alone. When I do have visitors I am just too tired to cope. reading writing and watching TV have to be severely restricted because my eyes hurt so much. So I am getting used to listening to the radio again.

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