Long time (let me reiterate, LONG TIME!) no check in. I know, and I apologize.
You know what? I fell into the "typical" trap. That trap when we gain and hide. Hide out, slink away and say "I'll come back out to play when I'm back to 'normal' so that I can avoid discomfort." Pathetic, right? Yeah, I know!!! This is not a "go, me!" moment.
So I've been thinking about you all consistently for months. As I track and try to lose all that I gained while in my nightmare of a pregnancy, I have consistently thought - "I need to check in!", "They'll understand!", and "OMG I need support!" But I have lacked follow-through. Yet another pitfall of the "old" way of thinking. Or, as I like to call, my "fat" way of thinking.
SO here I am! Please don't be too mad at me - though I will understand if you are!
I'm so glad you have some awesometastic leaders to keep up with everyone. You guys rock!
So what's my story? Well, kiddo is now ONE (can you believe it??) and I have lost a whopping.....wait for it.....54 pounds so far. But, let's not celebrate just yet! I still have 20 pounds to go.
See, I told you it was bad!
But here I am. Plugging away.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Lifetime Weight Watcher since 2007 :-)
"If you're going through Hell, keep going." - Sir Winston Churchill
"Do one thing every day that scares you." - Eleanor Roosevelt
"I'd rather be a could-be if I cannot be an are; because a could-be is a maybe who is reaching for a star. I'd rather be a has-been than a might-have-been, by far; for a might have-been has never been, but a has was once an are." - Milton Berle