I think what they have on BL that we don't is time to focus. If I had a whole summer to worry about no one but me -- no parents, no kids, no grandkids, no birthdays, no work, no meetings or due dates. Having someone tell me what to eat, when to eat, fixing my meals, chasing me around making me exercise. I could lose pretty quickly.
My life this week is... instead of building the spring testing database to upload for end of year testing --which is due friday, I had meetings yesterday, a training to facilitate today, and 3 other trainings scheduled this week -- which means to get everything done before everything goes live on Monday, I will work 10-12 hour days all week. My step-son's birthday, my 17th wedding anniversary, and an eye appointment.
I am not whining -- I love my job and my little type A heart thrives on the stress and details. My point is simply -- one of the struggles we have, that the BL contestants are lucky enough to escape for a while, are all the daily responsibilities that we get to manage in addition to losing the weight and keeping it off.
Highest Weight: 375
| current weight: 176.2