well, i definitely won't hit that goal weight. if anything, i'll be right about where i started by new years day. its been a lousy fall season, with illness and this lethargy. i'm finally getting my motivation in, but my awful TOM hits and i just can't get out of the house, exercise hurts too much or just doesn't feel right on those days (like today, dang it--but if it eases up i'm hitting that gym for sure! i'm sick of not getting there)
i haven't exercised as much restraint the past month with food and portions, its like i went mindless or something with eating. ugh. i'm so mad at that. but i'm aware now that december is my crappy month. amazing how thanksgiving isn't too bad for me, its december that pulls me down. hmm...well, i'm gonna do my best to take things totally easy new years day with the party food (hopefully it'll be warm enough to go outside and work off some energy, not be cooped up a dozen feet away from pounds and pounds of food sitting out for the taking--that's what went so wrong this year)
January 2nd, though, is gonna be a whole nother story! I won't make it this new years, but next new years I certainly will! I'm tired of this mess, and now i know more about my "bad months"--i'm gonna do some serious planning to make sure january and february aren't horrible like this was. grr... (i'm gonna go offstage now and belt out the rocky theme song...toodles)
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