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You did not offend me at all, I just picked up from spirit that they hated the picture. it did not suit you. The one you have now is not affecting me at all so I think it is fine. I often worry about passing on what I "pick up" when I tune into somebody in case I cause offence. I usually only tune in for healing and nothing else. However if I am asked questions on development and know the answers I will pass on what I know. During the time I am writing my answers I will often be guided to add comments and advise directly from spirit to help the enquirer. I never know what I will be given to pass on. It will always be in the form of advise towards safe development and encouragement. It is never messages, I am a healing medium and teacher nothing else.
I was taught that spirit does have difficulty in working out time. That when they predict an event they do not always know when it might happen. Also it may not happen at all because circumstances can change and alter events. I really do not know how true any of that is. Free will can alter everything if one person changes a whole scenario.
As to premonition, if you are a good channel you can pick up many things quite easily. You are just a receiver, a telephone that answers a call. A call is made and you the receiver accept that call. It can be dangerous, because you need to be able to control your channel so that only safe things can get through. That is why you need a proper teacher. You need to know how to switch off and not leave yourself open. You need to learn to say NO! and block out everything that is not from the light. I did not quite understand your theory of time? Do you mean parallel universe? That confused me a bit.
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Thank you so much for your fascinating insights, Myrna! I really appreciate them :) I don't really have a sense that I have any particular spiritual gifts, though given the premonitions I've sometimes had since I was about 20 (I'm 64 now), I sometimes wonder if time - as we measure it - might be construed in a non-linear way, too. Seen from this view, it could be that what appears to be a premonition is actually a different, more "vertical" than linear, manifestation of time. Does that seem to make any sense, or am I unclear there? (It's hard to express :)

And, I'm so sorry about your laptop! I have sort of a whimsical sense of humor, but I never want to offend or disturb anyone with the images I choose online. I'd like to apologize to you if I have...and I've changed my profile picture accordingly.

Thanks so much for your generosity, and may you have a wonderful week up ahead!

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I am just adding another note to you and I hope you dont mind. I have to tell you this but when I looked at your picture just now, the moonface thingy, spirit did not like it. My laptop crashed lol. it is up to you if you keep it, but it gives me the creeps when I look at it. Please forgive me I just had to tell you what I "picked" up when I looked at it.
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Hello, very nice to meet you.and you are very welcome among us. Usually when we decide we want to develop our abilities if we are sincere then the chances for this to happen come to us in small and subtle ways. Maybe we meet somebody who has abilities or come across a book that can help us move forward. It is a very exciting time in our early development. When you had that short time of seeing things it was maybe just an indication of what could be possible in the future. Or it could have just been evidence from a loved one. Development of our gifts is a long road that takes a lifetime. Not everybody is chosen to carry the lamp for spirit, but we can all learn and serve our fellow man. Sincerity and a wish to serve are what makes the best light workers. Those who are just curious and self serving can never work for spirit in any meaningful way. In fact it can be very dangerous for them to attempt communication. When the time is right if you are meant for service you will be lead safely in the right direction. Test everything and if it feels wrong then believe me it really is wrong and dont get involved. I think that is all I can tell you for now.
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I'm new here but have returned to Spark from the past...to lose 20-25 lbs. I gained after having lost - and maintained - about 80 in the distant past.

I've heard many say that we all have varying degrees of psychic ability, and I've had a few striking precognitive visions and dreams in the past. After the death of a close relative some years ago, I was startled to see a rash of electrical "mishaps" or oddities which actually delighted me :) But in the past five years, say, I haven't had any more of any of these.

I'm so anxious to learn more from everyone here. Thank you! Cara



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Yes it is the best way to develop your gifts. meditate at the same time every day in the quietest place you can. try to join a circle if you can. But do choose wisely. Join one that has been thoroughly vested to be safe.if you have the slightest doubt about it then do not join. trust your intuition it will never let you down. if you go against your own powers you will harm yourself. never ignore what "comes" to you, learn to guard yourself to keep safe. Do n ot try to develop until you know how to keep safe. If you feel fear then you must never try to develop gifts of the spirit. it is too dangerous. You can cause yourself harm or even go mad. You can cause malicious entities to enter you if you are unguarded. Serving spirit is a wonderful gift that is an honour to those that are chosen. It is not for fun or dabbling or the selfish. it is meant as service to all of humanity. if you are sincere you will be helped to develop and your life of service will be a rich rewarding journey despite the ups and downs of your own personal life. We are taught that many are called but few are chosen. We must not be upset if we do not make the grade. We can still teach others and help in other ways.
I hope this helps you a little. I am here to answer any questions if I can. if I cant answer a question I will tell you honestly.
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Hello everyone! I am not new to Spark although I have not been on for some time and I truly miss it. Anyways, I'm baccckkkk and I'm hoping to stay. I was told that I am clairsentinent and a healer. I do not know how accurate that is but I have been reading a lot of books on everything from past life regression to chakras. Even though I've read a lot I still do not know how to develop my gifts. I've been meditating not as often as I'd like to. Someone told me I have to do it everyday in order to progress. Is that correct?

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I am always here to help and guide if I can. I can already feel your mood lifting. I am very pleased for you. I am confident that you have started on the right path now.
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Thank you for your encouraging words. I too feel I must must heal. My food sensitivities have lead to weight gain and getting control of these have aided in weight loss. Found another one,corn, this week so I expect this current weight plateau to be conquered. I went to the library yesterday to get some books on the subject. They are very basic but maybe they will crystallize some feelings and thoughts and my spiritual road will be clearer. Thank you for validating my belief that a teacher,teachers,or guides will be provided as I need them.
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Welcome to our group. First you need to be healthy in mind body and spirit before you can think of attempting to join with spirit. When this has not been achieved you are open to all sorts of negative entities. This is why you have had such a rocky ride. Once you have sorted all that out you will be ready to move forward in your quest for enlightenment. While you are waiting to start and so you do not get disheartened, you need to spend time reading as much as you can. In your thoughts and deeds always aim for the higher light. Turn away from all negativity and things of a baser nature. Upliftment is the key to healing. You will know when the time is right to move forward. You will be led to a teacher or circle that is right for your stage of development.
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I posted this message in the introduce yourself forum but decided to put it here as well because this had recent activity. I know someone has the next key for me, and I hope they come forward. It may be not one person but a conversation that can help me. I find exposing myself like this pyschicly painful so no telling me it's evil, against God's will, unnatural, dangerous,or any other precautionary rant because I have heard them all. I have heard them all ad nausium and they have not helped.😉😱😂😈
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Any helpful posts will be greatly appreciated. I have a light airy feeling upon completing this post so this is a good step.
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I am new to this forum but not new to psychic occurrences. Name it it has probably happened to me. And that is my delima. I want to learn this part of me, it is like knowing about germs in kindergarten and wanting to be a brain surgeon when you grow up but finding out the next day that you are expected in surgery and your mother doesn't want you to play with knives. I want to know about my natural psychic ability but everytime I start the journey everything goes haywire, it is like that part of me or the other world's of God are just waiting for permission to open and then they pour in. I meditate and visions come, or I say HI to my deceased family and I am wrapped in cuddles, I ask angels for guidance and I have lucid dreams of them or hear angels singing while I am waking up. Is this what happens to everyone?.
At my 20th birthday party, my friends suddenly decided to hold a seance. A young man no one knew was sitting on the floor beside me told me I would have to make a choice in life, embrace what I am or decide to seal it off, otherwise it would hurt. I don't remember him leaving or seeing him after That conversation. I told my mom who I know had paranormal the gs happen to her and she made me promise I would seal it off.
After I turned 40 back I kept finding eagle feathers and I would not accept them and just left them on the ground or gave them to the next person I saw. When I finally kept one a native leader said I had to accept what was happening in my life or else it would cause me to be sick. So then began 15 years of sick which included losing gall bladder, operations weight gain, etc, etc, etc.
My mom died when I was 50 and about five years Larry I decided I could not hold the seal anymore, and that this happened all the time even with a seal. Now beginning to heal with losing 17 pounds, going gluten free and addressing food sensitivities and allergies. At the time I also was on a car trip with a friend of mine and was naturally drawn to a thunderbird nest area whose location was not widely known where I found huge number of eggs both male and female. Nope, not native, German ancestry, blue eyed Blondie.
So after this rant, and probably everyone on this forum thinking I am a loon, all I ask is point me to the next step. I know someone holds the next key and I just have to wait. emoticon

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OK, now I understand. Unless you are used to practising one of the mediums eg clairvoyance healing etc I never recommend just trying out random things. This way leads to possible unwanted spirits being able to enter you if you are not warded properly. You really need to know what you are doing. By all means if you are knowledgeable and know your stuff then go ahead and try anything you like. Otherwise leave it well alone. This is one of the few things I am not qualified to teach and would not want to. Sorry that in this case I cant help you. I suggest you find a good qualified medium to help you. maybe search the other threads and see if anybody else can help you. There is a lot of knowledge among our members. Take nothing as true until you have tested it and your soul has found it to be so.
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Someone told me about remote viewing. I looked it up last night and it sounds neat. You basically have to empty your mind so that you are looking at a blackboard. You will see images, if they are clear then they are your imagination but you will see shapes, colors, etc. I tried it last night and was like "whoa!"

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Can you explain a little more what you are asking please?
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Has anyone heard/tried remote viewing?

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What is your question?
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I am learning more about these feelings I have denied most of my life. I just did not believe in other things even though most of it is in the bible.

Changing my life one day at a time from the inside out. Remembering the basics, to set goals, plan,implement, then revise. The journey will be hard and easy but remember to HAVE FUN!!!


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Yes it truly is I feel so blessed.

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it is a privilege and an honor to work for spirit.
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I really enjoyed reading every ones post here. I feel like I can relate to all of it. For most of my life I was afraid of the things I could see smell and fell. I am new at embracing the gift. Its been quite a interesting journey. I am definitely a work In progress. I am learning to connect and receive messages for spirit and angel guides.



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I agree with everything you have said. I feel a kindred spirit in you. I would love to talk with you more. I have a raging migraine and only popped in to welcome you to my page. I look forward to talking with you more either here or on our welcome page when I feel a little better.
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It is encouraging to see how everyone is opening up their inner soul to accept that there are other spirits around us. I have been a medium for years and also work in health care. It has taken me years to realize that God gave me this gift and I need to find a therapeutic way to use it. I am now able to use this gift to help those with mental illness , fear, anxiety and stress near me. I am not a deeply religious person but I know that a power greater than myself has given me my gifts of seeing, hearing and communicating with spirits, angels and spirits. My patient's don't know that I communicate with angels around them- don't need to freak everyone out, but in my work it is a valuable tool to console those that can't find their way.

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Always happy to help Marty. Whatever knowledge I have is for sharing.
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Thanks for your guidance!

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You are right to be worried about opening a door that you will not be able to close. The problem is that as you are not trained to open and close at will, any spirit entity can enter you if you are open. You need to join a circle to get help in learning how to manage any gift you want to develop. If you decide you do not want anything to do with communicating while awake, then you still need to know how to switch off. it would be a good thing to know how to switch off full stop! You are far too open and that does worry me. You are like a house with an unlocked door and any passing thief can enter and take up residence. Once in residence you can do nothing to get the squatter out. For the time being if you feel somebody around that is making you uneasy then just say no very forcefully and try to close off your mind. The most dangerous thing is fear. Dark entities feed off fear. If you are one who feels fear then you must never ever communicate with spirit. That would be far to dangerous for you.
Hope this helps.
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I have recently begun to try to develop my ability to communicate while awake. In the past I would communicate with deceased loved ones in my dreams at times. My Mother more than anyone else. If you knew my Mother that would not surprise you. I recently had an arguement with my Mother and she was angry with me. Mom wanted me to rescue a relative with financial aid and I would not do it since I am the one responsilbe for my Father and my own family. I would not potentially put my Father's or my families future at risk to aide this other relative. Finally my Mother accepted my decision.

Anyway as I wrote above, I am working on my ability to communicate with the deceased while awake. I believe they are with me when I start to have a warm feeling in the middle of my back. It is almost like they are warmly stroking my spine inside the middle of my back.

Does anyone else experience this? I must continue working on opening up more while awake. It is a pain at times to awake in the middle of the night after a contact. It is not easy to get back to sleep. On the other side, I am concerned that I may be opening a door that I may have difficulty closing.

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All religions are afraid of magic and darkness. They are correct to feel this way. dabbling in things we do not understand is never correct. It is dangerous and foolish.
using our gifts to help humanity is not wrong. Learning all we can to improve ourselves and raise our souls consciousness is a good thing and I do not feel it can harm us. We have only good intentions and turn away from all evil and towards only that which is good.We follow the path of love and light and service.
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I'm glad we have you to talk with about this journey, too, Myrna. Your insight and experience is very helpful and encouraging. I used to think that connecting to spirit on a deeper level and acknowledging there are more things in the universe than my narrow church teachings allowed were all bad and dark. I understand better now that accepting God's entire creation, including the spiritual, is much more freeing for my soul. Too many religions try to put God in a very small context, when there is just so much more to the creator of the universe than what they teach. I am finding more peace when I can meditate and connect with my guides. On the days that I have difficulty doing that, I find I am much less settled in my soul.

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You are both beginning to "see" and complete the whole "Picture" One step leads to the next step. Each one leads you to a higher and better place. leading your mind away from the lower physical to the higher spiritual. It makes everything you do and everything you think part of a higher purpose. A step forward in your souls evolution, your souls purpose. So beautiful, such a wonderful thought. I am so happy to be able to talk with you and move you forward in this journey to enlightenment. No magic, no hocus pocus or dangerous things from the darkness. just love light and service to the creator and our fellow human beings on our long and lonely road.
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Myrna and Horsey: You are both so right. In my job, it is necessary for me to look professional, and that means more modest clothing. I carry that through on the weekends, too, though. I may dress more causally, but I don't like being too outlandish. I think it looks a little silly for someone my age to try to dress like a teenager--regardless of weight.

I have experienced a better connection with my guides since renewing my meditation practice, and it does keep my mind on more spiritual things, and the "bigger picture". Which has come in very handy, as it seems like the world is handing me a lot of stressful situations these days.

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I agree with you 100% about the clothes we wear, Myrna. For the last 10 years or so, every piece of clothing I own has been bought at the bi-annual rummage sale held by our fire hall. Everything is 10 cents and I can buy bags of nice clothes (some with tags still on them) People clean out their homes and the estates of deceased loved ones and dump it all at the bi-annual sales, so you never know what you may find. I was a broken fingernail away from a mink coat years ago lol
Because of the weight I gained and the bad hip and back, sweat pants are my daily wear and are so easy on my hip, but finding a nice ensemble of a stretch pant and a nice top just makes me feel so good. When you look good, you feel good and you should take pride in your appearance.
I remember when I was young and wore daring clothing...I spent my youth in the hippy days of the 60's and 70's! But now I feel uncomfortable if I show a tad too much skin. I don't even wear sleeveless tops in the summer as I feel they are not flattering. Not only not flattering, but I have neon white skin and cannot take any amount of sunshine, so I always stay covered even when working in the garden.
I understand what you meant by keeping a higher power always in your thoughts. I am thankful every second of every day for every breath I have been given to take. After battling cancer 3 times now, I have learned to take nothing for granted. I used to complain about having to be the only one who had to drive to town to get supplies for the household...until the treatment for the cancer in my eye made it impossible to drive for a year. By some miracle, my eye reattached the retina and healed itself so I can see well enough to drive again and I actually laugh and giggle all the way to town now. I am struck by the sheer beauty of nature and give thanks for every creature in it. One night I went out to fix the outdoor wood stove and looked up at the endless stars in the sky and was just awed by the magnificence. It was almost Holy, the feeling of being this tiny speck of life in this vast universe and all a part of it somehow and important in it somehow, like being a cog in the works of a watch. We are all a part of something so great and profound and we all have our place and our jobs to do in this great work, each lending to the other and rebounding off the actions and thoughts of everyone we come in contact with. It is almost staggering to think of it all and how complex the workings of our lives are.
.........People never realize how much their actions affect others...a kind word or action can make all the difference in a persons day or even in their lives!

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It is not only the meditation that changes things. Other parts of our life change us as well. I talked about our food. Not necessarily becoming vegetarian if you feel you cant, but cutting down if possible. Thanking our creator for everything we consume or receive. Without his blessing we have nothing. We need to get our minds into a reality where we constantly feel in the background the presence of a higher power that guides us. We carry on our daily lives as normal, but in a better way. Always at a higher level, so our thoughts are always sending out love and light wherever possible. When we have bad thoughts about another person we need to analyse those thoughts and work on ourselves to negate them and let them go. If we dont the negativity turns back onto us.
What clothes we wear changes how we feel about ourselves. You may find this difficult or impossible to do. Modest clothing makes you feel pure and pleases the spirit within you. This generation is used to wearing revealing clothes and thinks nothing of it. We can discuss this if you like. All these things I have talked about are steps that take a lifetime, not a few weeks. We just keep trying till they become second nature and are no hardship at all.
There is no religion involved at all. You follow your own beliefs and add a spiritual way of life that leads to developing your gifts and service.
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I know how you feel, Horsey. My days are usually full of doing for others and not myself, but I do find that I get tired and grumpy after a while if I don't take that time out for myself. So, in order to be the best me for everyone, I need to take that time. I've been trying to journal my meditations, too. It has helped me figure out some of the images I get, and it is encouraging me to stick with it because it's so interesting and exciting to learn.

Good luck with finding that "me" time again. I know you'll be able to get it back--you are very strong and resourceful. And Spring is just around the corner! emoticon emoticon

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It has been such a long, long time since I did any meditation. Maybe that is why my brain feels so muddled lately. I used to take 'me' time out of the day when my husband drove over the road and was gone all week, but now that he is home all day and works at night, I find I am always scurrying about doing something for others and, when evening comes, I just park in front of the TV and the computer and chill.
I feel like I am stuck in time and every day is the same as the last. It must be 'cabin fever'. Looking so forward to the spring.

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Welcome darling dreams, very pleased to meet you.
Confido, do not use that app for development. It is dangerous to pull out in the middle of a session. You will naturally come out of it at the right time. It is never a good idea to be under anothers control because you do not know what subliminal messages you may be taking in.
Scrap the app! Also as soon as you come out of meditation write down your memory immediately. Live it again! You lose it otherwise. It is precious.

darling dreams, forgive me for being blunt, but I have to pass on to you the thoughts that I receive from spirit. Development is for those who long to serve. It is not ever to be taken lightly. It is only to be undertaken by those who have this one wish in mind. It can be dangerous if that is not the true purpose of the seeker. At the very least it can be a useless exercise because you will be switched off at every attempt. Be very sure that service is what you wish to give before you go any further. If that is the case then spirit will help you.
You will be given a chance to try. Many are called but few are chosen. If we are not lucky enough to be chosen then our place is to serve on the earth plane. Our reward of service is equal to what it would have been if we had been chosen as a channel. Not to serve at all is to defeat the reason we incarnated. Give it some thought.
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CONFIDO - Thank you very much, I do have an andrioid phone, i will down load the app and give it a try. I have done sessions of medication before but I haven't be active at it in the last few months, as life isn't as quiet as I would like it to be. But it is time, that I make time for ME again.

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Darlingdreams: I have an app called "Buddhist Meditation Trainer". It was a free app from the Android app store. It is a way to slowly train yourself to mediate for longer and longer periods, and each meditation session has a thought to meditate on if you so choose. I sometimes start out with that thought in my head, then move on to other things (provided I don't lose focus entirely). The visualization that Myrna suggested has been much more successful for me.

I am looking forward to more contact with Fiona--it is very exciting! Good luck with your meditation this weekend--I hope you find a good, quiet place and all the time you need.

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CONFIDO- I was wondering what apps you use on your phone for medication? I have picked up a few books to read as well as a cd.

I am glad that the mediation is going well for you, and you have made progress with connectting with your spirit guide - Fiona. I am looking forward to taking the time this weekend for myself and being able to be relaxed and at peace.

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Thanks, Myrna. I did write it all down. I pulled out of the vision because I have this meditation app on my phone that helps you meditate for longer and longer periods to help you get in the habit--and the alarm went off. I'm happy that I was still in meditation when it did--many times before that I would have my mind wander and not be able to get back into it, then just turn the app off before the timer chimed. I think from now on I will just meditate without the timer so I am not interrupted.

I meditated again last night--went back to my safe place in the meadow, and felt the presense of someone else there, standing beside me as I sat on the stump. She was an angel, I think--possibly my guide. She was dressed in beautiful, almost sparkly, white, and had blond hair. She had a white light glowing around her. I felt safe with her. The name Fiona came to me as she stood there. We didn't talk, but I did get that name in my head. She did reach out and hold my hands, and I started to feel some pulsing in my hands--mostly my left hand. I wondered if this was what my hands were supposed to feel like during healing. I pulled out of the meditation shortly afterward, but it did leave me feeling very calm and in control. I do need to write this down in my journal--but at least I have this post to reference if I forget any details.

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That was really good for a first time. Did it end naturally or did you pull out? Did you write it all down exactly?
What you saw was your safe place. Beyond the Deer was the unknown which was making you frightened. The deer signified your guardian keeping you safe. So as I see it you are safe and protected, nothing to fear at all. Through it all you knew God was with you.
This was a very good and beautiful vision. You are very lucky and blessed to have received it.
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I do remember, but I think what I received was more of a caution than anything. I started imagining a campsite my family went to several times when I was a child. That place always brings me feelings of peace and happiness. From there, I felt I should take a walk in the woods. But suddenly the woods were dark and closed in and felt very foreboding. I felt very anxious, so I took myself to a clearing. A nice meadow in this clearing had grass and wildflowers with butterflies flitting everywhere. There was a stump that I could sit on and enjoy the bright sunshine and the scenery. There was a deer walking by, right on the perimeter of the meadow, next to the dark woods. I wondered why the forest I used to love walking in as a child was suddenly scary? I asked God for protection and felt His love and powerful presence. That was the end of my meditation. I think maybe the dark woods was a caution to me to take it slow.

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Were you able to remember what you saw? Did you get a message?
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I did try the visuallization exercise last night--it was interesting--not at all how I imagined it would be. I think that is a good thing, though. It means I have things to learn, and I am excited and happy to do just that. emoticon

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Creative visualization is brilliant, it will make such a difference. It really will help you channel healing energy. You will learn many lessons, gain much inspiration that is meant only for you. When you look through your notebook you will be amazed at the wisdom that has been channeled through you.
Any book that has some truth and then ads aliens should be avoided like the plague. Also ones that seem to be cult based.
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Excellent advice on that book--thanks, Myrna. There were some things in it about aliens that kind of scared me--I think that is why I was eager to run it by someone else first. I know as I learn more, I'll be better able to distinguish truth from fiction--but I am thankful to be able to talk to you until then. And even afterward. emoticon

I do need to work on getting a regular rhythm established in my meditations. Right now I seem to only be able to fit it in at the end of the day, lying in bed. And I do fall asleep! I have had fits of "good" meditation time, where I am sitting on the floor comfortably and focused. I have also been interrupted several times during those sessions, too. Sigh. I think I am just going to have to lock myself in a closet somewhere. One way or another, I am determined to make a better go of it than I have in the past. It is more of a priority to me now than before--my soul needs the peacefulness and solitude it brings. I will try the creative visualization, too. I think that will be very helpful.

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Meditation is very important to help open the channels. You need to do it at the same time every day. Also it needs to be very quiet with no chance of being interrupted. No sudden noises. When I meditate or I am switched on to my healing channel I can get a really bad shock if I hear a loud noise. The "Power" starts to pour out of my hands and it takes a while to get it to stop flowing. This does not happen very often thank God, but when it does it is really awful. It is best to sit in a comfortable chair not lie on a bed. On a bed you will most likely fall asleep. keep a notebook and a pen beside you so you can write down what you thought about after you have finished. have you ever done creative visualization? Shut your eyes. Relax.
Imagine you are on a beach or in a forest or a field or anywhere you like. Start walking and looking around let your mind take you where it wills. Afterwards quickly write down what happened. There will be a lesson in what you have written. It is called inspirational writing. It comes from your spirit and will teach you many things.

That is what should happen once you start to be in tune. I am sure you will be able to do it. Give it a try on a regular basis.
Some of the stuff in that book is a bit iffy, a lot of it is correct. meditation is the key to attunement if you are already a good channel that just needs a bit of help to Aline to spirit.
My main rule is that you have to test every single thing you receive to see where it comes from. Accept nothing that you are not completely sure of. If you think it is rubbish it most likely is rubbish. if it scares you have nothing to do with it. This book has some truth in it so you will accept the mumbo jumbo as truth. Therefore I would not accept this book unless I could tell the truth from the rubbish.
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I agree with you, Myrna. We each get the gift we need in good time--provided we ask! One of my shortcomings is trying to do everything myself, without help. As I mature, I am understanding more and more that I do need help and have asked for it more often. I have been extremely lucky that my angels still look out for me. Even when I'm too stubborn to ask for help, I've gotten it.

I looked up some of the names you gave me--just read wikipedia articles on them mostly, but it was interesting reading. I would like to download some of their writings to study further--I'll look into that.

I tried the exercise at the bookstore yesterday, but I was a little self-conscious about doing it, so I know I was not completely at peace and grounded fully, so it didn't really yield great results. I was drawn to one book that I started reading standing in the aisle. It was called "The Key" by Whitley Streiber. It was about his conversation with a mysterious stranger that came to him in a hotel room one night. The stranger talked about how humanity is chained to our planet because we have not evolved as quickly as we were supposed to. He also spoke about people's essences being too weak to continue on after death, and they just become part of God's consciousness, but not an entity of their own anymore. He said the way to keep your consciousness your own was to meditate. This strengthens our aura, which he said was an organ, like our skin or lungs. It helps us connect to God. If we don't use this organ, we cannot fully connect to God and his helpers. There were other things I read, but we left before I could finish it. I was fascinated by it--I probably should have bought it, but I thought maybe I should ask you, Myrna, to see if the things I've quoted from the book sound appropriate and right to you. If they do, I might buy the book. It has certainly awakened my desire to meditate, if nothing else.



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I hope it died quickly and your family blessed the animal that gave its life to nourish you all. it is not my way and I am sad for such a beautiful creature, but I accept completely your miracle which fits exactly with your need at that time in your level of spiritual evolution. Somebody sending you a basket of fruit would not have worked. if I had received the meat it would have horrified me. We get what we need for the level we are at. We get the right lesson and the right reward. Even if we do not understand it at the time. You did good girl!
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I had something happen the day before I was to go in the hospital for an emergency hysterectomy. It was the first day of hunting season and I knew I would have this one day before I had the operation. Even my husband tried to talk me out of trying, but I drug myself out to the edge of the field right by the house after all the men had come in for the day. It was told to me that I might not make it through the operation and something strong in me was determined to provide what I could for my family for the winter, perhaps for the last time.
It was getting close to the end of the day and I hoped maybe a deer would wander down into the field from the woods surrounding my house before it got too dark to shoot. I had just gotten done praying to the Lord for guidance and asked for this one last chance when a deer appeared at the edge of the field and began to run up the treeline right beside me! I was so very startled because, to do this, it would have had to have come from the wood across the road, run through neighbor's yard, across the state road to be running up this treeline towards the woods! In the 20 years I have lived here, they have never done this, yet there it was. It got to right where I was sitting and cut directly away from me in a straight line across the field. It was totally impossible to miss.
My husband had gotten up and had just reached the door, his hand on the knob to come out and get me when he saw me shoot. He told me, 'Woman...in all the years we hunted together, that was the first I ever actually saw you shoot. The concussion of the rifle whipped your little body like a willow in the wind and I tell you...it was the most beautiful I have ever seen you in our lifetimes!' I have to tell you I will never forget those words of pride from a man who seldom expresses himself.
The next day, as they were wheeling me to surgery and the pre-anesthetic was setting in, I felt warm and happy thinking of how I had done it...I had left my family with a winter's full of food and I was totally at peace. I could have died right then and there and have been happy with it because I had done all I could.
Where that deer had come from...I really don't know. It was almost impossible to think it had come from the direction of the road. At the time, I had simply thought it was a gift and accepted it.

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I do not hate anyone. It is not in my nature. I fight when I have to for self preservation but that is all. In my religion it is also thought by some of the very learned Rabbi;s that eating an animal elevates it in the service of God. That really upsets me. I have one living rabbi who I idolize as my teacher. Every word out of his mouth is a pearl to me. When I heard him say that, my heart sank. I was so upset. Nevertheless I pushed it aside because I know that the greatest Jewish mystical and kabalistic teachers have always been vegetarians. I do not believe anything is a sin unless what you are doing is known by you to be wrong. Once you know that it is wrong then you are answerable. So please, carry on with your life just the way it is. Your pathway is your own. I carry a lamp for the spirit world that shines a light towards a destination that takes a seeker many lifetimes to achieve. You follow the light at your own pace. Stopping and starting at intervals along the way. There is no such thing as time in the spirit world. Relax and carry on enjoying the life you are living now.
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Thank you so much for the list of authors. I will do some reading tomorrow, headache willing.
I may never be able to give up animal products Myrna. You may hate me if you want, but I have been a huntress since I was 8 years old. My family is old school and we all hunted during a time of celebration of family. When I took my place with the menfolk as a 'Provider' was one of my fondest memories. I became doubly important because I could teach my sons to hunt as well as teach them to prepare and cook the meats.
I want you to understand something about us though. Before every hunt we would ask God for good favor and that our first shot be true so the animal would know neither fear nor pain. I have a confession to make. The last several years I have almost not gone hunting. I realize every animal has a soul and I anguish over having to kill to eat, but then one runs out and it is like I am automatic and just do what I need to to provide for my family. It makes me very sad. but yet...happy that I have done what was needed for the good of all.

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