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I am learning more about these feelings I have denied most of my life. I just did not believe in other things even though most of it is in the bible.

Changing my life one day at a time from the inside out. Remembering the basics, to set goals, plan,implement, then revise. The journey will be hard and easy but remember to HAVE FUN!!!


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Yes it truly is I feel so blessed.

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it is a privilege and an honor to work for spirit.
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I really enjoyed reading every ones post here. I feel like I can relate to all of it. For most of my life I was afraid of the things I could see smell and fell. I am new at embracing the gift. Its been quite a interesting journey. I am definitely a work In progress. I am learning to connect and receive messages for spirit and angel guides.



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I agree with everything you have said. I feel a kindred spirit in you. I would love to talk with you more. I have a raging migraine and only popped in to welcome you to my page. I look forward to talking with you more either here or on our welcome page when I feel a little better.
Love and light on your pathway,
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It is encouraging to see how everyone is opening up their inner soul to accept that there are other spirits around us. I have been a medium for years and also work in health care. It has taken me years to realize that God gave me this gift and I need to find a therapeutic way to use it. I am now able to use this gift to help those with mental illness , fear, anxiety and stress near me. I am not a deeply religious person but I know that a power greater than myself has given me my gifts of seeing, hearing and communicating with spirits, angels and spirits. My patient's don't know that I communicate with angels around them- don't need to freak everyone out, but in my work it is a valuable tool to console those that can't find their way.

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Always happy to help Marty. Whatever knowledge I have is for sharing.
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Thanks for your guidance!

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You are right to be worried about opening a door that you will not be able to close. The problem is that as you are not trained to open and close at will, any spirit entity can enter you if you are open. You need to join a circle to get help in learning how to manage any gift you want to develop. If you decide you do not want anything to do with communicating while awake, then you still need to know how to switch off. it would be a good thing to know how to switch off full stop! You are far too open and that does worry me. You are like a house with an unlocked door and any passing thief can enter and take up residence. Once in residence you can do nothing to get the squatter out. For the time being if you feel somebody around that is making you uneasy then just say no very forcefully and try to close off your mind. The most dangerous thing is fear. Dark entities feed off fear. If you are one who feels fear then you must never ever communicate with spirit. That would be far to dangerous for you.
Hope this helps.
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I have recently begun to try to develop my ability to communicate while awake. In the past I would communicate with deceased loved ones in my dreams at times. My Mother more than anyone else. If you knew my Mother that would not surprise you. I recently had an arguement with my Mother and she was angry with me. Mom wanted me to rescue a relative with financial aid and I would not do it since I am the one responsilbe for my Father and my own family. I would not potentially put my Father's or my families future at risk to aide this other relative. Finally my Mother accepted my decision.

Anyway as I wrote above, I am working on my ability to communicate with the deceased while awake. I believe they are with me when I start to have a warm feeling in the middle of my back. It is almost like they are warmly stroking my spine inside the middle of my back.

Does anyone else experience this? I must continue working on opening up more while awake. It is a pain at times to awake in the middle of the night after a contact. It is not easy to get back to sleep. On the other side, I am concerned that I may be opening a door that I may have difficulty closing.

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All religions are afraid of magic and darkness. They are correct to feel this way. dabbling in things we do not understand is never correct. It is dangerous and foolish.
using our gifts to help humanity is not wrong. Learning all we can to improve ourselves and raise our souls consciousness is a good thing and I do not feel it can harm us. We have only good intentions and turn away from all evil and towards only that which is good.We follow the path of love and light and service.
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I'm glad we have you to talk with about this journey, too, Myrna. Your insight and experience is very helpful and encouraging. I used to think that connecting to spirit on a deeper level and acknowledging there are more things in the universe than my narrow church teachings allowed were all bad and dark. I understand better now that accepting God's entire creation, including the spiritual, is much more freeing for my soul. Too many religions try to put God in a very small context, when there is just so much more to the creator of the universe than what they teach. I am finding more peace when I can meditate and connect with my guides. On the days that I have difficulty doing that, I find I am much less settled in my soul.

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You are both beginning to "see" and complete the whole "Picture" One step leads to the next step. Each one leads you to a higher and better place. leading your mind away from the lower physical to the higher spiritual. It makes everything you do and everything you think part of a higher purpose. A step forward in your souls evolution, your souls purpose. So beautiful, such a wonderful thought. I am so happy to be able to talk with you and move you forward in this journey to enlightenment. No magic, no hocus pocus or dangerous things from the darkness. just love light and service to the creator and our fellow human beings on our long and lonely road.
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Myrna and Horsey: You are both so right. In my job, it is necessary for me to look professional, and that means more modest clothing. I carry that through on the weekends, too, though. I may dress more causally, but I don't like being too outlandish. I think it looks a little silly for someone my age to try to dress like a teenager--regardless of weight.

I have experienced a better connection with my guides since renewing my meditation practice, and it does keep my mind on more spiritual things, and the "bigger picture". Which has come in very handy, as it seems like the world is handing me a lot of stressful situations these days.

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I agree with you 100% about the clothes we wear, Myrna. For the last 10 years or so, every piece of clothing I own has been bought at the bi-annual rummage sale held by our fire hall. Everything is 10 cents and I can buy bags of nice clothes (some with tags still on them) People clean out their homes and the estates of deceased loved ones and dump it all at the bi-annual sales, so you never know what you may find. I was a broken fingernail away from a mink coat years ago lol
Because of the weight I gained and the bad hip and back, sweat pants are my daily wear and are so easy on my hip, but finding a nice ensemble of a stretch pant and a nice top just makes me feel so good. When you look good, you feel good and you should take pride in your appearance.
I remember when I was young and wore daring clothing...I spent my youth in the hippy days of the 60's and 70's! But now I feel uncomfortable if I show a tad too much skin. I don't even wear sleeveless tops in the summer as I feel they are not flattering. Not only not flattering, but I have neon white skin and cannot take any amount of sunshine, so I always stay covered even when working in the garden.
I understand what you meant by keeping a higher power always in your thoughts. I am thankful every second of every day for every breath I have been given to take. After battling cancer 3 times now, I have learned to take nothing for granted. I used to complain about having to be the only one who had to drive to town to get supplies for the household...until the treatment for the cancer in my eye made it impossible to drive for a year. By some miracle, my eye reattached the retina and healed itself so I can see well enough to drive again and I actually laugh and giggle all the way to town now. I am struck by the sheer beauty of nature and give thanks for every creature in it. One night I went out to fix the outdoor wood stove and looked up at the endless stars in the sky and was just awed by the magnificence. It was almost Holy, the feeling of being this tiny speck of life in this vast universe and all a part of it somehow and important in it somehow, like being a cog in the works of a watch. We are all a part of something so great and profound and we all have our place and our jobs to do in this great work, each lending to the other and rebounding off the actions and thoughts of everyone we come in contact with. It is almost staggering to think of it all and how complex the workings of our lives are.
.........People never realize how much their actions affect others...a kind word or action can make all the difference in a persons day or even in their lives!

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It is not only the meditation that changes things. Other parts of our life change us as well. I talked about our food. Not necessarily becoming vegetarian if you feel you cant, but cutting down if possible. Thanking our creator for everything we consume or receive. Without his blessing we have nothing. We need to get our minds into a reality where we constantly feel in the background the presence of a higher power that guides us. We carry on our daily lives as normal, but in a better way. Always at a higher level, so our thoughts are always sending out love and light wherever possible. When we have bad thoughts about another person we need to analyse those thoughts and work on ourselves to negate them and let them go. If we dont the negativity turns back onto us.
What clothes we wear changes how we feel about ourselves. You may find this difficult or impossible to do. Modest clothing makes you feel pure and pleases the spirit within you. This generation is used to wearing revealing clothes and thinks nothing of it. We can discuss this if you like. All these things I have talked about are steps that take a lifetime, not a few weeks. We just keep trying till they become second nature and are no hardship at all.
There is no religion involved at all. You follow your own beliefs and add a spiritual way of life that leads to developing your gifts and service.
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I know how you feel, Horsey. My days are usually full of doing for others and not myself, but I do find that I get tired and grumpy after a while if I don't take that time out for myself. So, in order to be the best me for everyone, I need to take that time. I've been trying to journal my meditations, too. It has helped me figure out some of the images I get, and it is encouraging me to stick with it because it's so interesting and exciting to learn.

Good luck with finding that "me" time again. I know you'll be able to get it back--you are very strong and resourceful. And Spring is just around the corner! emoticon emoticon

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It has been such a long, long time since I did any meditation. Maybe that is why my brain feels so muddled lately. I used to take 'me' time out of the day when my husband drove over the road and was gone all week, but now that he is home all day and works at night, I find I am always scurrying about doing something for others and, when evening comes, I just park in front of the TV and the computer and chill.
I feel like I am stuck in time and every day is the same as the last. It must be 'cabin fever'. Looking so forward to the spring.

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Welcome darling dreams, very pleased to meet you.
Confido, do not use that app for development. It is dangerous to pull out in the middle of a session. You will naturally come out of it at the right time. It is never a good idea to be under anothers control because you do not know what subliminal messages you may be taking in.
Scrap the app! Also as soon as you come out of meditation write down your memory immediately. Live it again! You lose it otherwise. It is precious.

darling dreams, forgive me for being blunt, but I have to pass on to you the thoughts that I receive from spirit. Development is for those who long to serve. It is not ever to be taken lightly. It is only to be undertaken by those who have this one wish in mind. It can be dangerous if that is not the true purpose of the seeker. At the very least it can be a useless exercise because you will be switched off at every attempt. Be very sure that service is what you wish to give before you go any further. If that is the case then spirit will help you.
You will be given a chance to try. Many are called but few are chosen. If we are not lucky enough to be chosen then our place is to serve on the earth plane. Our reward of service is equal to what it would have been if we had been chosen as a channel. Not to serve at all is to defeat the reason we incarnated. Give it some thought.
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CONFIDO - Thank you very much, I do have an andrioid phone, i will down load the app and give it a try. I have done sessions of medication before but I haven't be active at it in the last few months, as life isn't as quiet as I would like it to be. But it is time, that I make time for ME again.

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Darlingdreams: I have an app called "Buddhist Meditation Trainer". It was a free app from the Android app store. It is a way to slowly train yourself to mediate for longer and longer periods, and each meditation session has a thought to meditate on if you so choose. I sometimes start out with that thought in my head, then move on to other things (provided I don't lose focus entirely). The visualization that Myrna suggested has been much more successful for me.

I am looking forward to more contact with Fiona--it is very exciting! Good luck with your meditation this weekend--I hope you find a good, quiet place and all the time you need.

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CONFIDO- I was wondering what apps you use on your phone for medication? I have picked up a few books to read as well as a cd.

I am glad that the mediation is going well for you, and you have made progress with connectting with your spirit guide - Fiona. I am looking forward to taking the time this weekend for myself and being able to be relaxed and at peace.

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Thanks, Myrna. I did write it all down. I pulled out of the vision because I have this meditation app on my phone that helps you meditate for longer and longer periods to help you get in the habit--and the alarm went off. I'm happy that I was still in meditation when it did--many times before that I would have my mind wander and not be able to get back into it, then just turn the app off before the timer chimed. I think from now on I will just meditate without the timer so I am not interrupted.

I meditated again last night--went back to my safe place in the meadow, and felt the presense of someone else there, standing beside me as I sat on the stump. She was an angel, I think--possibly my guide. She was dressed in beautiful, almost sparkly, white, and had blond hair. She had a white light glowing around her. I felt safe with her. The name Fiona came to me as she stood there. We didn't talk, but I did get that name in my head. She did reach out and hold my hands, and I started to feel some pulsing in my hands--mostly my left hand. I wondered if this was what my hands were supposed to feel like during healing. I pulled out of the meditation shortly afterward, but it did leave me feeling very calm and in control. I do need to write this down in my journal--but at least I have this post to reference if I forget any details.

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That was really good for a first time. Did it end naturally or did you pull out? Did you write it all down exactly?
What you saw was your safe place. Beyond the Deer was the unknown which was making you frightened. The deer signified your guardian keeping you safe. So as I see it you are safe and protected, nothing to fear at all. Through it all you knew God was with you.
This was a very good and beautiful vision. You are very lucky and blessed to have received it.
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I do remember, but I think what I received was more of a caution than anything. I started imagining a campsite my family went to several times when I was a child. That place always brings me feelings of peace and happiness. From there, I felt I should take a walk in the woods. But suddenly the woods were dark and closed in and felt very foreboding. I felt very anxious, so I took myself to a clearing. A nice meadow in this clearing had grass and wildflowers with butterflies flitting everywhere. There was a stump that I could sit on and enjoy the bright sunshine and the scenery. There was a deer walking by, right on the perimeter of the meadow, next to the dark woods. I wondered why the forest I used to love walking in as a child was suddenly scary? I asked God for protection and felt His love and powerful presence. That was the end of my meditation. I think maybe the dark woods was a caution to me to take it slow.

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Were you able to remember what you saw? Did you get a message?
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I did try the visuallization exercise last night--it was interesting--not at all how I imagined it would be. I think that is a good thing, though. It means I have things to learn, and I am excited and happy to do just that. emoticon

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Creative visualization is brilliant, it will make such a difference. It really will help you channel healing energy. You will learn many lessons, gain much inspiration that is meant only for you. When you look through your notebook you will be amazed at the wisdom that has been channeled through you.
Any book that has some truth and then ads aliens should be avoided like the plague. Also ones that seem to be cult based.
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Excellent advice on that book--thanks, Myrna. There were some things in it about aliens that kind of scared me--I think that is why I was eager to run it by someone else first. I know as I learn more, I'll be better able to distinguish truth from fiction--but I am thankful to be able to talk to you until then. And even afterward. emoticon

I do need to work on getting a regular rhythm established in my meditations. Right now I seem to only be able to fit it in at the end of the day, lying in bed. And I do fall asleep! I have had fits of "good" meditation time, where I am sitting on the floor comfortably and focused. I have also been interrupted several times during those sessions, too. Sigh. I think I am just going to have to lock myself in a closet somewhere. One way or another, I am determined to make a better go of it than I have in the past. It is more of a priority to me now than before--my soul needs the peacefulness and solitude it brings. I will try the creative visualization, too. I think that will be very helpful.

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Meditation is very important to help open the channels. You need to do it at the same time every day. Also it needs to be very quiet with no chance of being interrupted. No sudden noises. When I meditate or I am switched on to my healing channel I can get a really bad shock if I hear a loud noise. The "Power" starts to pour out of my hands and it takes a while to get it to stop flowing. This does not happen very often thank God, but when it does it is really awful. It is best to sit in a comfortable chair not lie on a bed. On a bed you will most likely fall asleep. keep a notebook and a pen beside you so you can write down what you thought about after you have finished. have you ever done creative visualization? Shut your eyes. Relax.
Imagine you are on a beach or in a forest or a field or anywhere you like. Start walking and looking around let your mind take you where it wills. Afterwards quickly write down what happened. There will be a lesson in what you have written. It is called inspirational writing. It comes from your spirit and will teach you many things.

That is what should happen once you start to be in tune. I am sure you will be able to do it. Give it a try on a regular basis.
Some of the stuff in that book is a bit iffy, a lot of it is correct. meditation is the key to attunement if you are already a good channel that just needs a bit of help to Aline to spirit.
My main rule is that you have to test every single thing you receive to see where it comes from. Accept nothing that you are not completely sure of. If you think it is rubbish it most likely is rubbish. if it scares you have nothing to do with it. This book has some truth in it so you will accept the mumbo jumbo as truth. Therefore I would not accept this book unless I could tell the truth from the rubbish.
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I agree with you, Myrna. We each get the gift we need in good time--provided we ask! One of my shortcomings is trying to do everything myself, without help. As I mature, I am understanding more and more that I do need help and have asked for it more often. I have been extremely lucky that my angels still look out for me. Even when I'm too stubborn to ask for help, I've gotten it.

I looked up some of the names you gave me--just read wikipedia articles on them mostly, but it was interesting reading. I would like to download some of their writings to study further--I'll look into that.

I tried the exercise at the bookstore yesterday, but I was a little self-conscious about doing it, so I know I was not completely at peace and grounded fully, so it didn't really yield great results. I was drawn to one book that I started reading standing in the aisle. It was called "The Key" by Whitley Streiber. It was about his conversation with a mysterious stranger that came to him in a hotel room one night. The stranger talked about how humanity is chained to our planet because we have not evolved as quickly as we were supposed to. He also spoke about people's essences being too weak to continue on after death, and they just become part of God's consciousness, but not an entity of their own anymore. He said the way to keep your consciousness your own was to meditate. This strengthens our aura, which he said was an organ, like our skin or lungs. It helps us connect to God. If we don't use this organ, we cannot fully connect to God and his helpers. There were other things I read, but we left before I could finish it. I was fascinated by it--I probably should have bought it, but I thought maybe I should ask you, Myrna, to see if the things I've quoted from the book sound appropriate and right to you. If they do, I might buy the book. It has certainly awakened my desire to meditate, if nothing else.



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I hope it died quickly and your family blessed the animal that gave its life to nourish you all. it is not my way and I am sad for such a beautiful creature, but I accept completely your miracle which fits exactly with your need at that time in your level of spiritual evolution. Somebody sending you a basket of fruit would not have worked. if I had received the meat it would have horrified me. We get what we need for the level we are at. We get the right lesson and the right reward. Even if we do not understand it at the time. You did good girl!
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I had something happen the day before I was to go in the hospital for an emergency hysterectomy. It was the first day of hunting season and I knew I would have this one day before I had the operation. Even my husband tried to talk me out of trying, but I drug myself out to the edge of the field right by the house after all the men had come in for the day. It was told to me that I might not make it through the operation and something strong in me was determined to provide what I could for my family for the winter, perhaps for the last time.
It was getting close to the end of the day and I hoped maybe a deer would wander down into the field from the woods surrounding my house before it got too dark to shoot. I had just gotten done praying to the Lord for guidance and asked for this one last chance when a deer appeared at the edge of the field and began to run up the treeline right beside me! I was so very startled because, to do this, it would have had to have come from the wood across the road, run through neighbor's yard, across the state road to be running up this treeline towards the woods! In the 20 years I have lived here, they have never done this, yet there it was. It got to right where I was sitting and cut directly away from me in a straight line across the field. It was totally impossible to miss.
My husband had gotten up and had just reached the door, his hand on the knob to come out and get me when he saw me shoot. He told me, 'Woman...in all the years we hunted together, that was the first I ever actually saw you shoot. The concussion of the rifle whipped your little body like a willow in the wind and I tell you...it was the most beautiful I have ever seen you in our lifetimes!' I have to tell you I will never forget those words of pride from a man who seldom expresses himself.
The next day, as they were wheeling me to surgery and the pre-anesthetic was setting in, I felt warm and happy thinking of how I had done it...I had left my family with a winter's full of food and I was totally at peace. I could have died right then and there and have been happy with it because I had done all I could.
Where that deer had come from...I really don't know. It was almost impossible to think it had come from the direction of the road. At the time, I had simply thought it was a gift and accepted it.

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I do not hate anyone. It is not in my nature. I fight when I have to for self preservation but that is all. In my religion it is also thought by some of the very learned Rabbi;s that eating an animal elevates it in the service of God. That really upsets me. I have one living rabbi who I idolize as my teacher. Every word out of his mouth is a pearl to me. When I heard him say that, my heart sank. I was so upset. Nevertheless I pushed it aside because I know that the greatest Jewish mystical and kabalistic teachers have always been vegetarians. I do not believe anything is a sin unless what you are doing is known by you to be wrong. Once you know that it is wrong then you are answerable. So please, carry on with your life just the way it is. Your pathway is your own. I carry a lamp for the spirit world that shines a light towards a destination that takes a seeker many lifetimes to achieve. You follow the light at your own pace. Stopping and starting at intervals along the way. There is no such thing as time in the spirit world. Relax and carry on enjoying the life you are living now.
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Thank you so much for the list of authors. I will do some reading tomorrow, headache willing.
I may never be able to give up animal products Myrna. You may hate me if you want, but I have been a huntress since I was 8 years old. My family is old school and we all hunted during a time of celebration of family. When I took my place with the menfolk as a 'Provider' was one of my fondest memories. I became doubly important because I could teach my sons to hunt as well as teach them to prepare and cook the meats.
I want you to understand something about us though. Before every hunt we would ask God for good favor and that our first shot be true so the animal would know neither fear nor pain. I have a confession to make. The last several years I have almost not gone hunting. I realize every animal has a soul and I anguish over having to kill to eat, but then one runs out and it is like I am automatic and just do what I need to to provide for my family. It makes me very sad. but yet...happy that I have done what was needed for the good of all.

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I mean his books on spiritualism. he was a great friend of Arthur Findlay. I am not keen on Cayce. Each to his own. I also do not advocate Madame Blavatski though she is very interesting to read about, and the Theosophists. I have been to their centre Tekals Park several times. It is lovely. I have checked out most things. I was a real seeker of truths in my youth.
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Thanks, Myrna. I will look up those references. One great psychic in this country was Edgar Cayce. Do you recommend I study him as well? We have a lot of Sir Arthur Conan Doyle's books here at home already. My husband is a huge Sherlock Holmes fan. I'll see if we have more of his works also.

I'm looking forward to gaining knowledge and bringing my consciousness up to a higher level. I may eventually try to give up animal products, although I know i would meet with some resistance from my husband. We have a child who is vegetarian and one who is vegan, and he complains about that all the time.

For now, I have some googling to do. emoticon emoticon

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Ok ladies, I think the way to go for the moment is to start reading as many safe books as possible. Beginning with way back when the pioneers of healing made it possible for healing and mediumship to come out of the closet. Google Harry Edwards and the Harry Edwards healing sanctuary in Guildford Surrey. England My Guru. Arthur Findley, Sir Arthur Conan Doyle put in spiritualism or you will get his novels. Findehorn spiritual community, amazing place and beliefs. The founder was incredible lady. That should give you a really good start. Then we can start a discussion if you like. What I have given you is harmless. All you will get is wonderful knowledge that will raise your soul from the lower to the upper levels. That is my aim. To raise your consciousness above the physical so it is always thinking on a spiritual level. keeping the dross away. if you could consider at some point giving up animal products that would refine your soul to a much higher lever. But not many are able to do this. It may not be right for you at this time in your development. It is a lifelong commitment and you cannot cheat. An animals life depends on you. They are my friends I love them so much and I cant eat them.
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Horsey, I don't think you are crazy. I do agree with Myrna, though--you need to find a way to get in control. I am beginning on the same level you are--not sure where to find a circle or if I could even go if I found one. My husband probably would not approve of me attending. It is rather ironic, because he is more sensitive than I am, and has had real experiences with Spirit, but it frightens him and he shuts it out as much as he can.

For now, I am just going to try and find that quiet meditation time and begin in very small steps to learn as much as I can on my own. If the universe sends a teacher my way, then I will be very grateful.

Myrna, thank you for the advice about reiki. My sister in law did take a weekend class on it, and I wondered how effective that could have been, but she is very excited about it. I am going to take it slow and learn about true spiritual healing. I know that kind takes lots of time and patience to develop, but I am willing to try and learn.



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Thank you Myrna. I know I am a dunderhead when it comes to taking an initiative and finding a circle to go to. I am so ignorant I don't even know what a circle is! I am a simple housewife and stay home now rather than go out in public. Other than my weekly trip to town to get groceries, I go nowhere, visit no one and no one comes to our house to visit either. We long ago sent the license back for the bar and converted it into our home, so I am just a basically solitary person. The only time I even come close to trying to 'do ' anything with my gifts is if I see an animal in distress or who has been injured. Only then will I lay my hands on and fill my spirit with goodness and warmth. I can't really describe what I feel when this happens...it's not like I step back and say...'Hey...this critter needs help...I think I'll try my hand at healing it!'. It's more like tears pouring out of my eyes and my heart feeling like it is being ripped in two and my hands go out and I feel strength welling up inside me. I think of soft blue and pure, glistening white and pray inside me for the strength and the purity to do a good thing if it be right to do. I lose track of time and all I know is...when I come out of it, I have the animal next to my heart to feel safe and know I am there. More than once I have ended up with a cat who is my 'friend for life'. I don't know where I go while this is happening. All I know is it is something I must do without thinking...it just happens.
Sometimes I think I must be quite mad, but other than a silly and happy personality...I don't feel crazy

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Horsey my friend, I have told you before that you have absolutely no control over your powers and need to get yourself into a circle asap!
Confido, I do not advise Reiki as your first point of contact. I know it is very popular but I advocate true spiritual healing. Not something that is taught on short weekend courses. I know my views will put a lot of peoples noses out of joint but I do not care. My level of knowledge and expertise speaks for itself. Reiki as an extra, yes. Anything else, absolutely no! Reiki is practiced a lot for financial gain. Spiritual healing is pure and as its name implies is to help humanities suffering. Very few healers charge for their services.

Monty, you can trust what you feel in your head and in your hands. Listen to those feelings. They will steer you correctly. They will lead you to something or away from trouble.
They will show you by small steps the way to move forward. Spirit gives you small signs. You just need to understand how to interprate them. A sentence in a book, A piece of music an accidental meeting, an invitation, follow the clues. Daily quiet time to meditate. No interruptions and always the notebook to write down what you pick up in your thoughts. If you ask you will be shown the way. If you are afraid and want to close off the gift then just say so and push it out of your mind forcefully every time you feel it. You do not have to accept the call to service. It is not every bodies cup of tea. Just because a person is a good swimmer does not mean they have to go in for the Olympics. lol.
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I too have a 'connect' with certain people...one was my first husband before he became that...I could think hard on him and he would call and say...I kept hearing your voice in my head...Is everything OK? and ....much later in life, I discovered if I touched someone on either side of their heads I could actually pick the thoughts they had forgotten or were trying to remember, right out of their heads. I had never meant to do that and thought I was just clowning around when a friend was trying to remember why she was going to call me earlier that day. I made exaggerated motions with my hands as if I were a magician, did a loop in the air with my fingers, placed them on her temples while saying the words 'Hocus pocus, who's got the focus!'
I don't remember speaking, but friends told me I spoke as if in a trance, flat-lined. I saw her up on a ladder in her kitchen and I said...'You are on a ladder in the kitchen...and you are painting the window sill....you know I just painted the doors here and...PAINT!....Brown paint!...You wonder if I have....' She cried out and thrust my hands away from her and looked at me with a look of horror. She held her hands up to her head and screamed 'Stay OUT of my head!.....You...you....FREAK!!!' I just stood there with my mouth open...like a spell had been broken and didn't have any idea what had just happened! She left and never had anything to do with me again. Never in a million years did I believe I had just done that...I was like...'Was that it...was it the brown paint?...as if I had a lucky guess and couldn't believe any of that had just happened. She developed a horrid headache and got a bloody nose before she left and I never connected the dots. It is only now that I can even remember the headache and bloody nose she had and I have to wonder if I was the cause of that and, if I was...how on earth could I be?

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Myrna: Thank you so much for the advice and guidance. I am usually drawn to the spiritual section in bookstores, and there are several good ones in the area here. I had to smile when you suggested the healing path. I have also always been interested in medical sorts of things--both my parents went to nursing school, and I always loved hearing their stories from school and work. My sister-in-law has gifts also, and has studied reikki from teachers in her area. Unfortunately, she lives in Missouri and I am in Texas, so I will need to find my own resources here. I would love to have you for a teacher, but I am very happy to gain from your insight on the boards as much as I can.

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Thank you!

Funny that your recommended book selection process that I "Hold your right hand out over the books. run it slowly over the books and see where it brings you to stop. " feel with the back of your head" You may or may not get a slight shiver or other feeling."

I often feel a slight shiver in the back of my neck - spine area when I feel someone is around.

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Confido I know you quite well already. Marty, this is the first time I have made your acquaintance. I am very pleased to meet you. My answer to both of you depends on if you want the gifts that are presented to you or not. Confido yours is less defined as yet. A strong telepathic influence and of this world. Marty, yours seems to be mediumship. Gifts of the spirit do tend to run in families. Not all family members are happy about this. Some are horrified and avoid it like the plague. A bit like Harry Potters horrible relatives but of course not that extreme! lol,
Confido, I would steer you towards healing. That is my gut instinct because you are a giver. I live in England so I do not know which recognized organisations you have that are able to teach you the theory to a high standard. Whatever anybody tells you, believe me when I say that true healing can never be taught. it comes from within. The gift is not something that can ever be "Taught" What can be taught is how to harness it and how to keep yourself safe. There are healers and there are great healers. In service we accept our place with humility. If not we lose our gifts. many are called but few are chosen.

Marty, The first thing I must say to you is if you are really afraid that you cannot go forward. fear is very dangerous. never accept anything from spirit if you are afraid. You do not know where it comes from. You need to find a recognized society that teaches mediumship and ask to join a development circle once you have read a few books on the subject and watched a few demonstrations. Go and watch the mediums at work giving evidence. mediumship is tricky. There are many who are honest and true. The opposite can be said.
The evidence that your own gift will present you with must be tested over and over again to see if it is true. Our spirit friends are desperate to get through to there loved ones. When they find a channel that they can communicate through they will use you relentlessly if you let them. You need to learn to switch on and off when you want to, not when they do. You have to learn how to say NO, get lost, this is not your time to communicate. If you are well taught and guarded you have nothing to fear. As you are now, you must not do anything to encourage them. Dreams you have to accept, you have no choice. Keep a notebook by your bed and write them down immediately you wake up. That is very important. Act on anything that might be important. It usually is. Accept telepathy. If you have a sudden thought that something is not right do not hesitate to act on it. Your powers are waking up and these must be used and are nothing to fear. Only the actual mediumship seem to be the ones you are not sure about. Quite right, you cant do this alone and must be in circle. When the pupil is ready the teacher appears. You will be lead to where you should be.

Confido, go into a large book shop, head for the section that has our sort of books. Hold your right hand out over the books. run it slowly over the books and see where it brings you to stop. " feel! with the back of your head" You may or may not get a slight shiver or other feeling. That will lead you to a book to buy. Do this in the library and any other book shop or second hand book place you are lead to.
Marty, You do the same.
Confido, I am sorry that I cant have the pleasure of training you myself, but I live just too far away. Marty I do not teach mediumship I have enough knowledge in all the psychic gifts to help seekers, but my qualification is as a healing medium.

It is my joy to carry the lamp, to light the way for those who will follow and serve the spirit world. bring peace and comfort to all those who suffer in this vale of tears.

Love and light on your pathway my friends.

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My late Mother after a traumatic event in her adult life started having premonitions and could receive messages from deceased relatives in her dreams. Neither the premonitions nor the dream messages occurred on a regular basis; maybe only a few times a year. However both her premonitions and the dream messages were fairly accurate. Sometimes she did not know who the deceased relative was and they would keep appearing in her dreams with their message until she could identify them and deliver their message. Mom would describe the deceased, what they wore, their mannerisms, etc. to family members until she found a family member who could identify the deceased and help Mom deliver the message. My Mother would get messages from both her and my Father’s deceased family members. I recall that both my Grandmothers were able to provide guidance to my Mother because they had similar experiences.

The reason I have shared the information above is that I am having the sense that my Mother and other relatives are reaching out to me. None of my living relatives have any ability similar to my late Mother’s. I have been fighting and ignoring any messages out of fear. My fear is that I may open something I cannot close or turn-off if I should want to do so.

I am the type of person that needs to prepare myself prior to any experience. For example I would be too scared to go on a roller coast in pitch darkness. Yet, if I can walk around the roller coaster and look at its’ high climbs, dips, curves and dives; then I am fine and will get on and enjoy the ride without fear.

So, my way to walk around and observe this to ask for guidance in the form of being pointed to a reference resource I can study.

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It is true--things do go wrong in this life as well as right. It's always a balancing act of good and bad, and trying to learn from both. I still am learning how to balance--I get too wrapped up in doing for others and I do not take time for myself. I love helping and serving--it gives my soul joy, but it also begins to take its toll physically and spiritually. I am finally beginning to learn that lesson a little, and reading the posts on this team helps me a great deal.

As far as my gifts, I am still exploring what they are. If I am familiar with someone--not just an acquaintance, but someone I am in contact with fairly regularly or emotionally close to--I can sometimes close my eyes, think about them, and "see" what they are doing at that instant in time. I can't do it all the time, but it has come in handy in the past when I've been waiting for someone to give me a ride, etc. I also can read other's emotions and I often have answers/thoughts/ideas just come to me. I have always said it is angel whispering in my ear. I'm not sure what other gifts I may have--I definitely need to do more reading and meditation in order to really reach out to my guides and find those answers. Anything you can suggest for helping me on my discovery path I would greatly appreciate.



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Confido, yes you are right. Sometimes we are lucky and we get another chance after a wrong start. There are occasions when things go badly wrong and the connection is with a siblings spouse, or a close relative. To a certain extent we are given free will, but another persons actions can change the outcome of any situation, irrevocably changing the outcome. So if your soul-mate was meant to come to you for example on March 1st 2013 and on Feb 28th a drunk driver knocked him down...........
How very sad that you would spend your whole life pining for him, waiting and longing for him, not knowing that he will never now be with you in this lifetime.
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Myrna: I have been enjoying reading all the wisdom you have shared on the subjects in this thread. I know exactly what you mean about soul mates. My first husband was not my soul mate, and I knew it when I married him, but thought he was the best I was ever going to do. Our marriage lasted 11 years, mostly through just stubborn effort. I was single for about a year after our divorce, taking care of 3 kids and huge debt on my own. I did look during that time for someone to love again, and thought I had found the right one, but then my current husband stepped into my life, and I knew the very moment I laid eyes on him that he was my soul mate. He is in many ways my opposite--very free-wheeling, spur-of-the-moment, and emotional, where I tend to me more controlled, painstaking, and reserved. We have both taught each other to incorporate the other's aspects into our personalities, and have both grown from the experience. I cannot imagine walking this path without him. We don't always see eye to eye on everything even 16 years later, but that is what keeps life exciting, isn't it?

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I think that when you meet your soul mate you do know immediately that this is the right one. There is a big difference between strong affection, strong love and a soul mate. That sentence will take quite a lot of thought. Even as I wrote it my mind started to scramble. lol. A soul mate is not all hearts and flowers. Our mate is usually the complete opposite to us. The other half of us that completes the whole. Weak and strong, faith and trust, cool and hot. each balancing the other.
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When I think of my first 2 loves...it is filled with lessons...The first helped me birth my 2 sons, but he was a cruel and selfish person born of a hard and violent father and weak and sickly mother. While I understand his pressures now, in my youth I failed to understand his violence toward me and his abuse when he was drunk. My second I felt was 'the love of my life'...my soul mate. He saved my son and was my hero....but, in retrospect, he abused me emotionally by withholding his love and punishing me for what a first wife had done to him. He flaunted other women in front of me, knowing how deeply I loved him, but, other than that, he was a very moral and truthful person and a hard working and just role model for my sons. In 4 and 1/2 years with him, the closest I got to an 'I love you'...was 'I love you in my own way.'
My 3rd husband was both of them combined...when drinking he was violent and hurtful, both physically and emotionally, but inside...I KNEW there was a good man who had never known love from any woman including his own mother. The first 10 years with him were outrageous and I joined him in crazy behavior and then...I was beginning to lose my love. I was at the end of that chapter and prepared to abandon my vows (which I take seriously) and walk away. His Father asked me for the first favor he had ever asked of me and asked me to give him 1 more chance because I was the best thing that had ever happened to him. I stayed.............and my husband quit drinking and became my true husband. We are together over 30 years now and we are still 'in love'. I must add that, when I met this man I had been in bars...searching for husband number 2 for 2 years (he had died when he was only 32) I figured God would realize what a mistake it was to take him and sooner or later I would find him again...he would come back for me. Husband number 3 is a taller version of #2...the same glasses, curly hair and moral values...it took my breath away when first I saw him.
Our hands connected when we both put a quarter on the pool table to shoot a game at the same time and there was a visible AND audible arc of electricity that rattled the windows, made people at the bar scream and spill their drinks and left me breathless. We just stood and stared at each other and have not been apart since that night.

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Your life proves all my points. Especially your first two husbands. It is a very extreme example though. I cannot begin to imagine why you would have to suffer so much in one lifetime. If you do not mind, I am going to hazard a guess.? In past lifetimes you had all this happen in separate doses. You did not learn your life lessons correctly. One big wammy has done the trick. You will not need to do this ever again. The path will go in another direction next time. As to your husbands, that was a one time deal for them. They were needed for service and they did what they were sent to do. They may have been part of your soul group and you will meet them again in one guise or another. We do not always meet up with our soul mate in each lifetime. Nor do we often have memories of the beloved in our mortal existence. Just a lifetime of longing and regret and feeling of emptiness. Even those who are married know that it is not with the right partner. It is a tragedy to my mind, it makes life that much harder. But I do not argue with the decree of our creator.
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It is, indeed, an awesome thought. My second husband was in our lives for 4 and 1/2 years before he died. He actually saved my sons life by snatching him up and throwing him out of the path of a speeding car. Shortly after that he died in my arms and I often wondered...Was he put here to save my son? I had lost 2 husbands in 2 years at that point, so I spent a lot of time contemplating the natural order of things and how every action has an equal and opposite reaction and how every choice we make impacts every person we interact with. In other words...I nearly drove myself over the edge.
My history would make you think...'What on EARTH does she have to be happy about...; I was a widow twice before I turned 30 with 2 little boys to raise, lost my house to a tornado, my step son to a suicide, both parents died within 8 months, had cervical and ovarian cancer (and beat it) and most recently had cancer of my left eye (and beat it again YAY ME!) It seemed that every time I got up, life beat me back down...but I kept on getting up. The storm rages but I know the sun will shine again and the rain is needed to grow the crops. Life is beautiful...because I HAVE it! I cherish every moment I draw a breath and am thankful for every person who has entered my life for the lessons I have learned from them and the opportunity to perhaps help them with happy thoughts and well wishes. I embarrass myself with my gushing, but I am just so happy.

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Every day we are allowed to continue our journey on the physical plane of existence is supposed to be lived with that sort of attitude. That is not always an easy thing to do. especially when one is lonely depressed in pain or worried about money etc. it is at those times that we need to draw on our inner strength and faith in a higher power to get us through the dark times. There is nobody who has not at some point failed to live up to these high ideals. It is in failing and rising up again that we fulfill our potential and complete our purpose for spiritual growth this time round. We may not have been incarnated this time for our own sake but for that of another souls progression. There may be a task that we need to accomplish to help another overcome their life's lesson. It could be as short as one hour of our life, or many years in helping that soul. Is that not an amazing thought?

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Oh Myrna...my heart just smiled with your words. It reminded me of how I think when I pray to please keep me pure of heart and thought and to never allow the negativity to invade my glowing love. Some say I live in a bubble...that no one can truly be this happy after a life of physical and emotional pain, but I am. I am happy inside me, does this make sense? I see the beauty of our world and it amazes me. I am so thankful for every day I have to breathe the crisp air of the pine scented winter or fresh mown grass mixed with the heady scent of spring blooms. I see and feel the love from the upturned face of my puppy and enjoy every second spent here on earth. My wonderful, wise Mother always told me'Every day is a good day...if you WANT it to be!' And I do.

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You are both very welcome. As well as a hands on healer I am here to pass on to the next generation of developing healers,everything I learned from a generation of healers that we may never see the like of again. I am also here to help those whose gifts may lie in other directions to the ones they wish to follow. To keep them safe and show them that service follows so many different routes. A lot of which are on this plain of existence not the spiritual. We can learn all about the higher life without risking our soul or our well being. If we keep our minds happy and our interests and hobbies always aimed towards the light and away from baser lower instincts it refines us and makes us better human beings and ultimately better refined souls. Travelling towards why we were incarnated this time.
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Thanks Myrna.

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Thank You Myrna!




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We are getting mixed up. VV you need to stop trying to communicate. If you want to speak to spirit then go to a good medium in a group setting, not one on one. You are not qualified to choose your own medium. You are too open so you would choose badly. Once you are closed off and safe you might get through to spirit. However you can never know who will "Come through" to speak to you. Please let it go for now.

Bear, I am talking about Spiritual healing not reiki healing. I do not know about America, but in England, apart from Reiki, we practice the much more involved form of healing taught by the National federation of Spiritual healers. It takes years to qualify. However to my mind the only real healers are those with a natural born "Gift" One that can be enhanced by study, but is already present in the first place. It is like going to a Dr or a specialist. If you have a cold you go to a Dr. If you have cancer you want the best specialist. The same with healing. There are healers and there are "great" healers. That can never be taught.
There is a saying, "Many are called but few are chosen" We have to be prepared for being turned away. We also have to be prepared to accept that ruling and still serve the lamp. Still give ourselves to serve spirit in any way we are called to do so. I know that this can be really hard when we want something so much and we have to step back and change direction. It is a lesson in humility that we all have to learn at some time or other.
But you are at the start of your journey and we do not know which direction your path will take you. For now it is looking good. I see a straight road before you. No bends as yet, but they will come before long and you must be prepared for that.
Find a development circle, healing group, all the information you can on healing that is not reiki. Start meditation daily at the same time. In the silence you will find your way. Keep a notebook by your side. Write down what you learn from each session.
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Myrna - I live in So. Wisconsin (USA). I graduated from Massage School in December. What are the more involved areas of Spiritual healing? I am interested to know.
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Was that about me? Its been very hard for me. I've been wanting for so long to "see" my dad again. He passed 10 years ago, 4 months before my accident. I've never had any contact from him. There were horrible circumstances surrounding his passing, & I've been so guilty & afraid that I've disappointed him. I feel so lost. Thankfully I am a very stubborn person & refuse to give in to this negativity, but I worry that I've missed the chance to feel my father while I've been battling all these years. Does that make sense?





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You should never try to develop. You do not have the nature for it. You need to learn how to close off so nothing can get through to you. Fear is what attracts bad things to you. Losing the fear and closing yourself off will free you. You need to find a development circle that can help you with this problem. That or if you are religious then speak to a minister about an intersession. Wear a cross or an amulet. Put a prayer book under your pillow. Pray before bed and tell malevolent spirits to get lost. Imagine yourself surrounded in a cloud o white light that nothing can get through. You need to close your Aura and chakras. They are open. Close your eyes and imagine them one at a time from the top of your head. Imagine each one has a gate with double doors in front of it. Now slam those doors as hard as you can. Now nothing can get through those doors unless you want it to. Do that with each chakra. Now your body is completely protected. When you feel anything nasty you can say out loud "Get lost" I am closed off to you. I am surrounded with the white light of spirit protection. Only God and his Angels who guard me can enter. Remember show no fear. Calm, peace, bravery at all times.

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Good morning. I've been trying hard to suppress my abilities since I was so little. They scared me. Some were good & imbued in me a wealth of information in MANY subjects, but I've also been tortured. For a long while I was able to ingore everything, but recently (within the past 10years, since a serious injury & nervous breakdown), its back. But not the good. I feel stalked, constantly watched, and even more recently (& this is going to sound crazy) I feel like there is a darkness on my shoulder/back, that literally slithers around my neck stoking rage & flooding me with extremely dark thoughts.
There is more to this story, but, way to start off with a bang, right?! UGH! Can anyone help, or do you know what to do?




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You need to explore the more involved forms of spiritual healing. This will take a big commitment on your part. If you are really serious about development Reiki will not get you there. That is my personal opinion as a qualified spiritual healer and a developed healing medium. Tuning in to you I feel you have the chance to develop very well if you go down this route. I am in England, where do you live? I do not know where to advise you to go for training.
In England I could guide you.
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I shared a little bit of how I've been developing my gifts. I think this is a more appropriate place to share.

I've been working on developing my intuition. I find that if I am grounded & centered, drop all attitude/ego, am humble & present my intuition is "plugged in". When I speak to my Higher Power, & spirit guides it's usually a conversation. I tell what is on my mind and in my heart. I feel energetic waves/sensations through my crown to heart chakras & down my arms. These usually tend to be "yes" answers. When I've received these answers I'll usually ask if that is a yes & I'll receive the same feeling again. No answers seem to come through my solar plexus as a heavy feeling or I won't feel anything in reply.

When I've asked for support from my HP, spirit guides, & Archangels. I usually feel a hand on my shoulders or both shoulders or on my forearm. It feels like it would if a friend or loved one was doing this in support.

I'm a Reiki (level 3) practitioner. I was having these experiences before becoming attuned. When I was practicing self Reiki (before massage school) I was able to see the color of my & (sometimes) others chakras when my eyes were closed during a session. This has stopped when I went to school and stopped my self-reiki sessions.



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I know you never meant to do any harm. it never crossed my mind to think that you did. If you had I would have known it. What I am explaining to you is that untrained powers can be used in other ways than good ways without you being able to control them. You need to be in complete control before you attempt to use them. You also need to know that "nobody" else can harness your talent and use it. Your spirit belongs only to you and must remain so. You have to remain safe. If you show fear or are dabbling for fun or curiosity you let elemental and bad things into your aura. What you want is to develop your latent gifts to help humanity. Then you will be sent the help you need to keep you safe and help you.

My aim in this thread is to try and teach the basics so you can go forward on the incredible journey towards the light of service.

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I just wanted to clear up about the branch and the horse. We had my son's horse Shy-Shy and he was a little imp...so funny and thought he was human. He would pick on you, find your cigarettes and take off with them, begging you to chase him and we all loved him dearly. But he was a grain hog and would chase a timid mare we had away from her grain when we fed them in the field. We would always have to stand between him and the feed pan until the mare could finish or he would steal her feed. one day he was particularly a pest and wanted me to chase him and play. I grabbed the stick in fun, not realizing it was a forked branch and I grabbed each of the ended of the fork and the single piece was pointing out toward Shy. I jokingly told him...one more step, Buddy!...One more step and I'm gonna ZAP you! and shook the end of the stick at him. He stepped right at me and a visible arc of electricity jumped from the end of the stick into the center of his chest! He wheeled and ran, kicking his hind legs up in the air and snorted and whinnied and bucked all over the field. I dropped the stick like a hot potato and just stood there with my mouth open. Never in all my years would I have known that was even possible, let alone think that I could do such a thing!!! I felt so horrible that I had shocked him because it is not in me to hurt another and especially not my sweetheart of a Shy-Shy! It was a pure accident and, until that moment I would never have thought it possible.. I thank you for replying Myrna. It means so much to me to know someone is out there in my lonely world.

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Welcome Horsey. I have read what you have written in other threads. I think your untamed powers let lose could be a little dangerous. You need a good development circle or teacher if you are serious about harnessing your gift. First you have to decide what you want to use it for. The story you told about the tree and the horse showed that the gift can be used for the dark side as easily as the light. That episode was a very bad one. Not to ever be repeated. Thoughts are things and though unseen are very real and always do manifest in the "real world"
If you intend to use your "Tallents" for good then they can be brought out if you are willing to work on them. Look for a spiritualist center or church in your area that you can join. perhaps an online group that is recognized and registered. I am in England so the one that I am professionally qualified with is not in your country.

Psychic Familiar is a site that may be useful to you. it is in England, but it is a shop plus a center with online volunteers who teach development in all sorts of wonderful gifts.
If you follow the light you will never be led falsely. Not all are chosen for service but we can all be useful in one way or another. That is our true purpose on this earth plane. That plus fulfilling our destiny in this particular earth cycle.
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I didn't bolt, I just get lost in here and, even though I look in the rooms every day for recent posts, I have to scroll and read through so many old ones to get to where the convo is at that I forget what I wanted to say and end up never finding where I made a comment to begin with! All my life I have tried to deny there was anything different about me and blamed everything I 'saw' on coincidence or...huh...wth was that all about and just pretended I never had any visions or saw things before they happened...I could pick things out of peoples' heads, even when they weren't looking at me and I wasn't touching them without ever intending for that to happen. I have this thing with electricity and I will never understand what it is inside me that makes it leave me with force...sort of static electricity we all have...only from Hell. I have spent a good amount of time trying to deny any of it was happening because, when people would see it or realize it, I was branded as a freak and avoided in my teen years. I just turned 61 and am done caring who knows what and now I find my gifts are very weak compared to what they once were. I mean...how do you 'develop or practice' any of this?

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Mammy, nobody has been in here for so long that the horse has bolted. My appeal never quite caught on. lol It takes a real tough sort of soul to buckle down and work at developing. It takes a lifetime of hard work love and devotion to spirit. Many are called but few are chosen. That is the truest saying I know. I was not one of the lucky ones to reach where I wanted to be. Now I hover around the lower levels and heal where I can, teach and point the way
What gifts does Horsey have? What is she trying to develop that I can help her with?
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Hello Mammy, nobody is doing anything around here. lol. I fell asleep a long time ago waiting for some company.
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Past life dreams are very tricky. (1) They could be just that. (2) a prophetic dream. (3) A lesson to be learned. (4) past life of somebody else. (5) Complete made up story because of something in ones subconscious. That is why I take them with a pinch of salt. Test what you get, if it is true you will know it.

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Myrna, thank you. You're right. Recently, I got another message for someone--I forget who and what--but I didn't pass it on. I'm not telling anything to anyone not receptive anymore. Been there, done that, and didn't like it. As it happened, the two previous were people I knew to believe in an afterlife. The one time I had a visit by an apparition, it was "for" my neighbor and her daughter and I told them. I should have just opened a window and said it to the wind. I would not do that anymore.
I can't agree with you on past-life dreams. Whether or not they relate actual past lives, I think there's a message for us in them. Years ago, my husband had one especially violent, and I "went into" the dream, looking for further information. I believe he may have lived that life. When I did past-life readings with him, it made sense.
There's so little "proof" with psychic phenomena, I try to always qualify what I find. It's always a maybe, never definite. I'm positive there's something doing after this life only because of what I personally saw and heard, but that's all I know.
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I am very happy to pass on everything I know, and to give healing whenever I am asked.

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Myrna - thank you for that information. And again - let me thank you for sharing your gifts.

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Early on in my development I stopped giving people information unless they asked for it or were receptive. People who are not believers can get very freaked out by messages from "beyond".
I do believe the dreams are accurate for messages, but not for past lives. That could be a fabrication. In the dreams, try to tell the messenger that the recipient will probably not accept the message and to find another way to communicate. You need to judge each situation, and make your decision to pass on information according to the recipients mental state and level of understanding. Just because you have been told something, does not mean you should pass it on. In normal life we have to think before we say anything. This is no different in that respect.

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I've gotten messages for other people in dreams. There are two times I remember well; both were to tell someone the person who died is okay and not to worry. They weren't scary at all; they felt good. In one dream, the woman had to keep after me; I didn't understand for a few dreams, then I got it. The other one was so obvious, I couldn't miss it. For a very long time, I get messages to me from my family members who have passed on; they're in dreams and they're reassuring and warm.
Nothing can "prove" to you the dream isn't just a dream. They're different, but it's easy to dismiss them if you choose. I don't. I don't dream of my past lives but my husband does sometimes. I think there is a message in them for you, kind of a short-cut to get more insight into who and why you are you now.
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We have a thread dealing with past lives. That is not my forte. I deal with the development of gifts for service. Sorry DJ, I cannot help you with this.

Slim, when the medium who runs the group meets you she will know if you are going to fit into her group. She will "Read you" Nothing to be nervous about. She will direct you to the best place for your development.

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Anyone have past life dreams? Why is it so difficult to figure out if the dream was just a dream or if you were experience your past life over again.

I remember one dream where I was coming home to my sexy latin wife who was wearing this amazing red 1860's ruffle dress. I was wearing a uniform. At first I thought that I could have been in the military for Mexico but the colors were not right. I did a little research on the uniform and found out that it was a uniform for a second Sargent in the U.S. Calvary.

Now I just wish I could have more dreams so I can find out what I'm suppose to learn about it. While were on the topic of deams, how many have dreams about other people? I have read that some people have the gift of messages for other people.

I'm just wondering how would you tell the difference.

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I was thinking of the same question. So many are not very open or advertise a lot. Spiritual churches that is. I can kinda understand...the whole issue of human nature acting negatively. Def going to do the same and get started

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if the time is right then she will be starting her group again. or just contact her for information of home groups.

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Thanks Myrna- I tried that a while back, but the only one we had was no longer meeting as the minister had gone to Japan. I did hear that she is back though, so I will check and see if they are meeting again.

"To bring anything into your life, imagine that it's already there"
Richard Bach

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But how to dance in the rain.'

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