I love your story cause right now, I'm living it myself. When I was off work I was able to exercise all the time and lost some weight, but now that I've started back I cant loose anymore and I need to loose another 30-40 pounds to be at a healthy weight.
I work at a grocery store, and most times I stand in the same spot at the register cause we stay packed with people, and when we're empty we have to stock so I cant really exercise at work. I tried the push ups on the register once, just to stretch my back out, and my boss got on to me.
Anyways.. It seems like I've just lost ALL my energy when I'm not at work to even try to get dressed to exercise. I just dont know what to do to get back in the swing of things. When I"m at work, or laying in bed to go to sleep I get this want to get up and run this weight off, but the mood only comes when I know I have to do something else, never when Im free. I hate it.
Maybe if I had a friend or someone to come over and push me off the couch to run then maybe it will happen, but my only friend lives in Henager and I only see her once a month..
Wish I had a real life workout buddy.
But I'll be praying for you hun, I hope you can find the time to exercise as well. I'm so proud of you for managing to loose a good portion already- rejoice cause thats half the battle! Just try to remember how great it felt when you saw the weight comeing off, and know that you want to feel that great again. Hope you can keep up the effort. Good luck.
They call me ~ Gypsy ~
| current weight: 182.6