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7/10/14 10:41 A

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Down this week. 2 many funerals and extended family in the hospital in serious condition. Some people just live to make others miserable and I am so tired of it. Really having a hard time not putting on my boots and stompin on those that seriously need it. There is no need to be so wrapped up in yourself and what YOU want that you make the entire rest of the family feel like they have no say in anything and that their wishes don't apply. No one died and left you GOD!!!! Okay now that I have that out of my system maybe I can function in the real world again. Thanks for letting me rant!!!! Dark Huggss!!!!

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7/22/13 4:43 P

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Chiggers!!!!!! itching like crazy!!!!!

Hang in there Batty and yep I second the getting a second opinion from another doctor.

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7/17/13 6:02 A

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So, I am home from work today. I was scheduled to get a new roof put on my house soon (they told me they were three weeks out scheduling). Yesterday my husband gets home from work to find that roofers had been working on my house since 8:30 am. They crushed my lilies and two of my rose bushes, and broke two limbs off of my neighbor's tree. I will be monitoring their work today to ensure that they don't cause any more damage.

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7/16/13 10:52 P

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@Batty I suggest arming yourself with all of the information you need before going in to the Dr. It could be something as simple as a deficiency in a nutrient or something or something such as fibromyalgia. Luckily, both are fairly well treated but do take testing to find. Request a full workup of your blood and go from there. Good luck, I have fibromyalgia and it is absolutely miserable so I hope you find relief soon :)


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7/11/13 1:20 P

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That's awful! Obviously *something* is wrong or you wouldn't be in pain! I would recommend getting a second opinion.

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7/11/13 11:47 A

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I'm so disappointed with my health right now. I hurt seems like everywhere. My doctor can't or won't figure out whats wrong so I get to suffer. I hate being in pain!!!!!! She does one test and says there is nothing wrong with me. A lot she knows lol


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Yes I'm in the same boat of trying to get back on track. I'm not doing to well. Just remember to take it day by day and start out with small goals. I hope things get better for you!

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6/11/13 11:32 A

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Trying hard to get back on track. It's not working very well. emoticon I have to start getting up earlier to do my yoga, but that requires going to bed earlier, and I haven't been able to do that yet this week. I also need to clean off my bike and start riding it home from work, since it's nice out now. Perhaps when I get home from work tonight?

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5/15/13 5:02 P

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So sorry to hear about your pain!! Hope you get to relax and recharge soon and are pain free. I know that a good long hot bubble bath soak makes my aches better. Sending you huggss

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5/15/13 8:15 A

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Wahh... My arm is killing me. I have arthritis in my elbow and wrist of my right arm and we moved yesterday and need to move more today in a bit. Worst sleep ever.

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Sounds like you have a LOT on your plate right now. I don't think you failing as you already did a move cross country. Just remember to keep trying and take baby steps to your life right now. I also have been trying to get it back together and find a pep talk a day goes a long way. I'm here to support you. Have a Great Easter!


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3/28/13 2:47 P

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I missed a phone appointment this morning, and I feel horrible. I'm trying to get my life back together from the world's worst year and a move across the country, but I'm just failing.

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3/3/13 8:39 A

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I know how you feel PMS sucks!!! There is always something your craving and its normally not what you want. I've turned to eating dry cereal for snacks as its sweet and filling. Luckily PMS only is a few days a month so I wouldn't worry about cheating a little. You can always work off the calories from your binge. emoticon


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3/2/13 8:31 P

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Yay!!! A vent thread. I am soooooooo battling the PMS Crave monster today it's not even funny. I feel like I can devour everything in sight. I can't get satisfied and to top it all off my hubby ate Mexican food (one of my faves) right in front of me today. UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!
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2/21/13 11:50 A

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So sorry 2 hear that U are both sick!!! Wish I could make it better. Hang in there Girlies, this 2 shall pass - even though I know that is absolutely no help when U R feeling awful. Sending U both tons of huggss and healing vibes. I crave mashed potatoes when I am sick instead of the usual chicken soup - go figure - LOL!!!!

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2/21/13 9:09 A

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Being sick sucks! I tend to be congested all through the winter, so I feel your pain. Drink plenty of tea, and eat soup! emoticon

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I'm sick of being sick!!!!!! It seems I've been sick since the beginning of Jan. This time my sister came down and was sick so the whole house got it. I have these monster pills to take that are so big I have to cut them in half. I want to feel BETTER! emoticon

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2/18/13 11:08 A

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Sorry that your week is not off to a good start. I know about the motivation loss but remember a quick 5 minute pep talk really helps. Since spring is coming early this year my motivation is to loss enough wait to where I'm not embarrassed to wear shorts lol. I'm here to cheer you on and give you any help that I can.

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2/18/13 10:14 A

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This week is off to a rough start. Lacking a lot of motivation after having last week completely fall apart about half way through.

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This hasn't been a very good week. At least its almost over emoticon



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1/30/13 11:43 A

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What is with this week?! emoticon It sucks! It should stop sucking and be better!

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I'm SOOOO SIck of my body!!!! After a 3 month eating binge I now weigh more than I ever have. I'm trying to lose weight but can't seem to control my appetite . Then there is the fact I have NO clothes that fit me and I can't go get new ones. I really don't want to buy a bigger size , I just want to be back to my normal size. Thanks for listening folks!

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1/11/13 8:57 A

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I'm having a crappy day and its only 6 in the morning. My bank took my house payment out twice and all they can say is they are working on it. I'm now overdrawn which pisses me off!!!
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As hard as I've been trying to make this a good Christmas everyone around me is a Scrooge!!!
My youngest son who is 17 has been helping with the decorating and putting up the Christmas tree. My mother in law is down for a visit and now is terribly ill. My hubby is worried about her and he was already a big Scrooge before she got sick. He goes around telling us how much he hates Christmas and how we are not having it next year. I was so looking forward to this Christmas with the family but my plans don't seem to matter! emoticon

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12/13/12 9:34 A

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Ugh.. I know that feeling. I'd spend 5 or 6 hours getting the kitchen spotless and then I'd go to bed wake up 8 hours later and all of the dishes are used and the kitchen is destroyed. Stupid boyfriend's brother's girlfriend never cleans up after herself.. She'll walk around the house smoking and just ash or throw her cigarette on the floor where ever she is at. I just want to curb stomp her sometimes....

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12/13/12 9:06 A

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Okay no one will listen to me at home so you guys get to put up with me.
I'm really upset right now. I spent over 1 1/2 months cleaning this house for the in laws visit. They have been here a little over a week and my house is in ruins!!! My husband told me this would happen while I was cleaning but I wouldn't listen. Now all he can say is I told you so!



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12/10/12 8:58 A

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That's how it is in this household. My only real outlet is the internet.

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12/4/12 5:44 P

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Venting: Ever just want to scream and just get angry with a situation, but no one lets you? I feel like I just can't let my emotions be known by anyone. I just feel emotionally stomped on, and it's effecting me physically. The story is too long to get into, but I'm just twelve different levels of worn out, and I don't feel like there's anything I can do about it.

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I need to vent! It was the first day of my in laws visit and I'm already depressed. My mother in law brought me a whole bunch of clothes and I couldn't fit into any of the pants. I noticed they were all size 8 petite and now I feel like a moose. To top the day off she made dinner last night for us which was all FRIED!! My stomach is totally rebelling against me today. She knows I'm trying to lose weight so just make me a gut bomb for dinner. Thanks for letting me get this off my chest! emoticon

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11/18/12 9:02 A

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I went for a power walk yesterday with some fellow sparkers. My hip did fine and I was even able to keep pace. Today I woke up with the WORST back pain I can't lie down, can't sleep and its too cold here to put an ice pack on. It seems like my body is rebelling doing major exercise. I'm getting really tired of being limited. emoticon

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11/11/12 9:10 A

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I can't stop grazing!!! I cuddle up to watch tv or read and all I want to do is snack.... I have a personal challenge to lose 7 pounds by the end of November and only lost 1 pound so far. I'm getting discouraged!!!

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I still can't sleep and this time change isn't helping any emoticon . I originally woke up at 3 something and forced myself to go back to sleep till 4:15. I have had this pain in my right leg and hip for about three weeks now. It is waking me up with burning pains in that leg. I really need to get it checked out but I hate going to the doctors. Thanks for listening!!!

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10/27/12 8:45 A

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I am teed off with myself. I keep waking up at 4:30 in the morning no matter what time I go to bed..This makes everyday a very long day and I can't even take a nap as I don't fall asleep. I remember being able to sleep 10-13 hours at a time and still wake up before noon. Those days are sadly over. emoticon Thanks to Spark as I now having something to do as I wait for the sun to rise. On the plus side I do seeing a lot of falling stars in the morning which brightens my day.

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10/22/12 11:01 A

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Oooo.. Damnit. Now you've reminded me that my favorite ice cream is out this season. Pumpkin cheesecake flavored by Ben and Jerry's. We never have ice cream in the house.

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10/21/12 9:04 A

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I can't stop my ice cream addiction!!! I've been trying to shed the pounds but end up eating ice cream daily and it comes right back. Why is it so hard to lose weight after 50? I now have a pear shaped body which I'm not pleased with!!! Got to try harder to lose this weight before the holidays as we do alot of baking of cookies and such around the holidays.I really need to get it together!

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10/16/12 3:31 P

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The air in this house doesn't help either. And I'm dying for rain. I love rain so much and it barely rains here. Last week we were supposed to get rain but I don't think it ever did. Makes me sad, I miss the torrential, power outing, rains of PA.

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10/16/12 8:46 A

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I know what you mean. We really need some rain to wash all the crude out of the air. Here in CA the air is awful!!!! I use a nasal spray and an inhaler everyday as my asthma is getting worse. Hope you have a better time with your allergies and get some sleep. emoticon

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10/16/12 5:48 A

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Ugh... I'm dying.. I can't take these stupid seasonal allergies. I'm so congested the only way I can get to sleep is if I shower and then fall asleep immediately after or just stay up over 24 hours to where I'm so exhausted I can barely move and just pass out. And now my ears are starting to hurt. T.T Making me sad.

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I can understand where you are coming from. Some jobs no matter how much money you make can suck the life right out of you. If you can put some headphones on and listen to music to save your sanity!

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My job is soul sucking and I hate it. Even on days where nothing is wrong and people aren't bothering me too much I still feel drained. My boyfriend doesn't take me serious when I tell him how lethargic being here makes me. He thinks that because I make more than him (even though I am underpaid for my position and for how long I've been here) that it's worth it.

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I need to vent so here I am! I'm frustrated that I stay active , eat right and still can't lose my belly fat. My weight is under control somewhat so why won't it go away!!!!! I've done my training and cardiio and its still there laughing at me.


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You got this Girlie - U R so right taking it one day at a time!!!! Best way to take everything!!!

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Thanks for the support I really appreciate it. Doing good so far but taking it one day at a time:) I really appreciate some one besides myself being active on this page. I try and stay active on the site so it doesn't fall by the wayside. Have a Great Sunday!

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Keep up the good work on quitting smoking! It's worth it. Smoking makes everything smell bad. I quit a year and a half ago, when I moved to Modesto. Just stopped smoking once we were driving in the U-Haul. When I went back the first time to visit my family in PA I smoked a bit. In January when I visited them again I really just couldn't stand it. It'll get easier in time. I'm trying to be more active on here. The only SparkFriend I have on here isn't active either. Kinda makes me sad. And I'm going to try and remember to huddle everyday for you, Batty. Though I'm not quite sure I did it right.

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Thanks Sue, I'm doing good until my oldest son sparks one up. I now have him go to the very back yard to smoke. We live on a quarter acre so that is pretty far away. I can't wait till fall as I have smaller size clothes for winter. Love my long sweaters. Have a great week.


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Hugs and good luck with the quitting smoking! It's hard, but wonderful - I keep looking at the price of cigarettes today and am glad I quite 8 years ago! Out of the blue sometimes I still want one - but that goes away pretty fast. Hope your find a way to get new clothes soon for your smaller size!



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Thanks for the support WRWW13 . Going on week three and still going strong. I''ve put on a few pounds this last week due to boredom. I'm going to start walking every morning this week to try and maintain my current weight. Thank you again its nice having some one special like you to listen. Have a great week!

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Batty: LUV YA - belt your tops with some rocking thick belts. I used to be really good at putting darts in pants at the waist back before I got so fluffy - LOL. You might could sew some elastic in the waist bands of your pants inside to take up some room but that only works if you are wearing your tops outside the pants not tucking them in. SUPER Congrats!!!! on quitting smoking - I lost my Dad and one of my loves to COPD - so I am so PROUD of you!!!! I love scented candles and that helps with the smell as does Fabreeze. Sending you tons of huggss!!!!

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I'm quiting smoking and need some support. I already hate the smell of smoke and I haven't even been over eating. I have no appetite so I'm losing more weight than I want too. I know your probably saying whats my problem but my clothes don't fit anymore and I can't afford to go out and buy new ones. Thanks for listening, this Goth team rocks!

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Batty, I feel your frustration also. Due to blockages at work the only time I can post is on Sundays. Hope U R getting better after your accident - Huggsss. I feel bad because I have no idea how to jump start our team. We R all here for a reason so I am hoping that our talented members can come up with a way to rock this place. I have a loved one in serious condition in the hospital sine June 14th which takes most of my free time and concentration right now.This does not mean that I value our team any less, just that life has thrown me another crater in the road. Hang in there Sweetie - we WILL get thru this!!!!!! We still have the darkest team on sparks!

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The system has reminded me that I haven't posted in 60 days. They don't take into account that I huddle every day . I'm frustrated with Spark as no one huddles, posts or is involved anymore. I myself am guilty of this as life has been pretty hectic since my motorcycle accident in April. I don't post much as I don't have anything to post about. Know that I'm still here and actively participating.

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I want to kill my computer!!!! The blasted thing is hanging up and crashing all over the place. I have unchecked the Meebo several different times and it keeps coming back. Where is my sledgehammer!!!! This is so frustrating!!! I am so not ready for Turkey Day either. I really hope that the rest of my dark goths R having a much better day than I am!!!!! I just keep telling myself I CAN NOT smite the PC!!!!!

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I find this cool/fun sounding group through the leader's page through our local town page and both this one and the local town page seem to be dead. It's making me sad.

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I am really starting to get to where i REALLY hate holidays, and how we have so many of them. Its like right when i'm doing good.. boom there's a holiday. I kept telling myself that i wasn't going to eat the pizza that my mom bought yesterday, but i did. i ate 2 pieces. Its ok.. i just get so mad.. I really really want to get this weight off.. its been forever since i've been confident, and i just get so pissed when i do this to myself. I know a lot of this is that i'm kind of emotional right now.. but.. I really feel like i hate myself lately, and i'm trying to fix this. I can't wait until tuesday when i can go to the gym at school and start working out. I need to do this.. I wonder if thin people find these things we do so hard? They make me mad too.. because thin beautiful women use that as currency.. and it works. Then other people think, oh what's the big deal with people wanting to lose weight?! I'd like to say to those people.. If you've ever had a really cute outfit and wore it out and felt like you looked nice then some douche comes up and says "oh you shouldn't be wearing that, you're way too big for that shirt" They would understand how it feels.. People shouldn't be so shallow BUT THEY ARE! that's just how it is.. ok.. vent done.

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I need somewhere to complain about this weird thing that I'm doing. I've been a sleep walker my whole life. Part of the time I get up and eat while I'm still asleep. Sounds crazy I know but my family has seen it multiple times. Lately I've been woken up to find a gallon of ice cream in my hand. Its so frustrating as I'm trying to be so good and when I'm asleep I blow it. I've had to stop buying any snacks ( much to my son's dismay) as I don't want to sleep eat them. I misss my ICE CREAM!!!!!

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I can relate with how you are feeling. The most important thing is that you did work out and thats great! I've been working myself back up slowly so as not to defeat myself with sore muscles. I'm a baby when it comes to that kind of stuff.

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I worked out yesterday, the first time in 3 days. It wasn't a total fail attempt but I'm not too happy with myself, I didn't get as far as I had on the same workout I did on Monday. Sometimes I think I'll never get fit. I do think I'm better off then I was fitness wise at the beginning of the year when I started but I get so frustrated with myself. Oh well, vent is over.

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Sorry to hear that you were sick. I didn't work out for the whole 2 weeks that my mother in law was hear and I can feel the difference.


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In laws are so fun....not. Hope you got through the visit ok. I have been sick all week and have only managed 1 workout, makes me mad but hopefully i can work out today.

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I'm so messed up these last 2 weeks. Trying to stay on track and exercise is not working right now. I'm so mad at myself for giving in to emotional eating. My husbands mother is here visiting and is feeding me non stop. Now I KNOW that I should just say no but her feelings will get hurt. She thinks I need to gain weight and I'm too skinny. Mothers are like that I guess.

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I can't give up my ice cream at night. I have 1/2 cup of reduced fat ice cream every night. Great job on the working out I wasn't so good. I did increase my exercise bike miles from 8 miles a day to 9 miles per day and I'm feeling that extra mile.

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Well I have a question that might get some people to come out of the shadows so to speak. I asked this on another team and got some responses. What is something that you're having a lot of trouble giving up or am not sure you'll ever be able to give up. For me its white potatos...I just do not like sweet potatos. Oh and btw I freaking gained 2.2 pounds this week. It's so annoying but I know it has to be water weight cuz I ate Chinese food the other night and that stuff stays with you. I know it was bad..but on a positive note, I've worked out everyday this week, so that has to count for something!

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u deserve lots of nice words!!!! Maybe one day I will get off my rear and post some fitness minutes - right now my fingers are getting the most exercise - LOL

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Thanks for the kind words! I do see more people posting their fitness minutes which is great!

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Sweetie I can't imagine you upsetting anyone. U R the backbone of this team and you R a great person!!! I know that we would love some input from the gang, this 1st time leader stuff is not so easy. We'll just have to keep on trying. Huggss!!!

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Sorry if my post upset anyone I'm just trying to get the team more involved.

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I really wish more people would get involved with the team. Everyone complains that there is no involvement but no one wants to get involved. Anyone out there have any ideas on how to spice up this team?

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Ladies you are not alone with the weight gain - I 2 am heavier!!! With all the medical and job problems I have used that as an excuse to eat badly. It seems like any excuse is good to me - LOL. This just means we are human and this year we have another chance to do better. I can resist anything but temptation - LOL. I do wish our team was more active but have no clue how to get it jump started. Batty U R Doing a great job and are an excellent team leader.

FAEBLVR - I 2 am getting 2 old 4 this - LOL! When I was younger I NEVER had to pay any attention to my weight!!! This can be out best year yet!!!! We just gotta stick together girlies!!!

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I've done better this week but I'm with you I'm getting too old for this also.

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Don't feel bad....I gained more weight too, just add that to the total I need to lose. I'm determined to make this year different then the ones before...getting to old for this crap!!

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I need to vent on my holiday weight gain!!! I was given too many brownies and made one to many cookies.Of course I could have not eaten them but oh no I had to sample everything! So the holidays were not a good on track time for me.

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I've tried to get the team to join in but no one ever does. I would like to see people huddle or just join in some of the discussion forums. I'm here to listen to you vent.

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I want to vent....but there is nobody to vent to!!! Where is everyone? This team is a ghost team :(

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It is vent time again - LOL. Why am I the only one who vents - LOL. I have had 2 of my long time career loving guys (one with 26 years and one with 32 years) resign and retire in the last four months and now we have another guy quit (he isn't in my department) These are guys who love their job. Says a lot about our new management!!!!! I used to love to come to work and I still love the guys in my department that I work with - they are the best!!!! The rest of the company has gone downhill like a snowball headed for hell.

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2 cool about the phone!!! Our elevator was messing up and I take my cell phone with me in case the thing gets hung up. I 2 carry my phone charger into work with me so I can charge at my desk. I have almost an hour drive from work to home one way. so I like to have my phone charged in case the car breaks down - 2 me it just makes good sense - LOL. I guess great minds think alike - LOL

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Hehe. I would have brought something to drink and eat too. :) People usually chuckle when I carry my phone charger around, because I don't use it often. They stopped after we had a tornado siren go off, and I was able to keep my iphone charged the entire time. None of their phones worked in the basement. hehe. I'm wierd like that. If it's bad weather I think of things I might need to grab in a rush, and keep them with me.

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Gosh, That sure beats out my story!!! I can't believe that the teachers etc. fussed at those poor kids because they didn't dress quickly enough. Some people let power go 2 their heads. I don't think it was a good idea to have a fire drill in the winter they should be for warmer weather where the children don't get sick. We used to have tornado drills at school and all have to go out in the halls and lay on the floor with our heads covered - I do not miss school - LOL. I really don't mind them having fire drills at work but if they are going to do one at least pick a day and time where everyone isn't so badly inconvenienced and it isn't 100+ degrees outside where we could get heatstroke. We had a drill last winter for a tornado at work and we all had to go 2 the basement - they all laughed at me for bringing my Dr. Pepper and cookies, but if it had been real I would have been the only one with something to eat and drink - LOL.

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I hate fire drills. After the one we had in high school, which rang just as I was finished getting dressed after swimming for gym class, we had to go out in pre winter chill, soaking wet, for 15 minutes. I get pretty sick after that and it left me with a disdain for unannounced fire drills. Some of my classmates hadn't finished changing and got yelled at for not being prompt. Bah!




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Hey Girlies - I shouldn't admit this but sometimes I do talk to myself - LOL. My vent today is we had a blased fire drill at work this morning!!! I have gotten really good about grabbing my purse and work bag and booking down the stairs - thank goodness I had on sandals today and not the platform heels that I was gonna wear or I would have borekn my neck going down the stairs. We got 2 stand around in the 100+ degree heat for 10 minutes and then go back in and climb the stairs since they shut the elevators down for the drill. I was barely awake before the drill. I guess they are gonna drill us every 3 weeks - drats it is 2 danged hot for this - one of our salesmen kept taking orders over his headset while we were in the parking lot - LOL. Dedication, he had it - LOL

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Ahh! Well, I'm here. As long as I'm not talking to myself! :D

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Not much. I was really happy to see that you huddled today. I've been trying to get more people involved in the team.

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Hey folks! What's going on??

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Batty - so sorry they stood U up!!! They should have at least called. I am proud of you for finishing the walk all your hard work is paying off - Girlie U R looking GOOD!!!!!! Go Get 'EM!!!! sending lots of huggssss!!!!

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I just hate it when people don't do what they say they are going to do. I rearranged my morning to walk with fellow Sparkers and they never showed up or called. I think this is plain rude. I had a good walk anyway but I'm frustrated.

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So sorry to hear about your sister!!! Hoping all goes well and sending you lots of Huggss!!!

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I love my sister I truely do but if she doesn't strt taking better care of her self I am going to hog tie her to a hopital bed! SHE'S ON A HEART MONITER FOR CCHRIST SAKES!

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emoticon I wish the weather was more like spring than winter! It is almost Memorial Day!

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LOL annoyed walkng - that has to be a blast! I bet it's faster :p

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