It's been a while since I have wanted to post anything here but I have to start looking toward the positive. My husband told me three weeks ago that he cheated on me and wanted a divorce. Course I would love for the world to stop and let me mourn and cry and lie in bed for a while but it doesn't. I learned that after I lost my best friend 6 years ago.
So I am hoping if I can focus on the things I am still grateful for the day that I will feel better will come much quicker. Plus I have been working hard to not revert to old self destructive ways so I have to try and see the bright side. As hard as it is.
Today I am going to be thankful for finding an apartment quickly and being able to move in less then two weeks. I can't really stand to be in that house anymore then I already have been. I hope that it goes quickly and I can get all my stuff packed and stored or moved. I think this whole process will get a lot easier once I am out of that house.
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