I don't know you, however, I totally agree with Dr. F.
You need to seek a support group that will help internally and externally relate to your feelings. Suicide, anxiety, fear, and worthlessness feelings tangle within any persons spirit when first diagnosed. I want you to know that you can and shall live a healthy life. You have HIV, HIV doesn't have you. Is your wife supportive? Are you afraid of India's unsupported and fragile laws against victims living with HIV/AIDS? In the US, you are not required to tell your employer. Does this law exist in India? I know its easier said than performed but don't alienate yourself from the world. You will only seek into deep depression!! Your experience will help someone else live a 'healthy and rich' life with HIV.
Are you taking your meds?
Do you need prayer? I demand you to live! I demand you to have a life filled with prosperity in ALL AREAS of your life. God created you because your worthy to him. However you contracted this terrible dis-ease confront it! Killing yourself it not the way...its only the easy way out. You owe it to yourself, wife, and family (friends that truly love) you to life. Stress doesn't help you neither! Cut back on working long hours at work, it can drain your energy causing other complications.
You need to meet others living with HIV/AIDS at www.thebody.com. You will read encouraging stories, review online interviews, newest update information on drugs, clinic facilities, your rights, meet others, and much more. Check it out and let me now what you think??
I'm more than a conquerer!
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