I WANT to feel positive and have lots of energy to launch myself into a healthier lifestyle. I REALLY want that. However...I'm in a "fake it till ya make it" kind of place and...I feel like faking it just takes too much energy. I NEED to lose weight, I NEED to get to a healthier body mass but I'm just feeling so much like...I'm setting myself up to fail.
I know...I know..."with all that negativitity you ARE setting yourself up to fail!" I know.
I'm here, I'm trying, that's...all I can manage. I'm so sorry to be such a debbie downer. I just...need to get back into this and really push. Maybe I just didn't try hard enough all those other times....
I put something up in my blog that goes more in depth if anyone wants to stop by.
Thanks so much for being here, for being supportive, and for being you :)
| current weight: 229.0