Ok yesterday I wan to platos closet and got some new jeans, I can tell by looking at the jeans if they will fit me or not...well my radar was a little off...I tried them on just a little while ago, the jeans are sizw 16 regulars and they don't fit, I can't button them without holding my breath and looking like a total idiot...Its kinda of a wake up call for me, if I can't fit into 16 that means I am eating WAY TOO MUCH JUNK FOOD, so today is the start of a I don't want to say diet, but new way of life and a new way of eating...I just got home from the store and guess what? Oh yeah I loaded that cart full of veggies, fruits, fruit juices, cheese, lean meats and gatorade and diet pop...its gonna be a B&%$# to start...its really hard to kick the sugar habit...I've just been letting myself go, I wear sweatpants ALL the time and they stretch out so I haven't really noticed how huge I am getting...So I'm gonna try, I need support ladies, I am leaving a comfort zone and its scary...real scary, I feel really depressesed about giving up the sugar, but I seriously can't handle going back to a size 18...I won't do it!!!!!!!
Wish me luck...cuz this is my first day and i'm gonna be cranky!
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