Just this week, I put on a large t-shirt and some jeans without elastic and they fit... the t-shirt was in fact a bit large for me. I felt wonderful.
both were black which is really my signature colour... not that I do not enjoy colour, I do... very much so
My clothing goal this week. Get rid of my xlarge and up clothes, though keep a few nice baggy t-shirts to sleep in.. I love those, but the 5x is a tent now, time to let it go and may be someone else that is having a hard time finding clothes to fit, will enjoy what I am donating this week.
It is hard to give em up. I have been sorting thru and looking at everything. I do not want to hold on to this, and yet it is hard to let go. I enjoy comfortable a lot.
Long term goal, when I get a friend to help me. I intend to make a dress makers form, and then a custom made corset.. I love corsets, think they are sexy as hell, but who knows if I will be comfortable in one at this size....
In the meantime, I did buy a new hat, a pretty one, sexy and feminine. Now to find a dress to go with it, and some sexy lingerie for underneath... time for some fresh starts here...
today I was officially 100 pounds lighter from the day I had surgery, though not near enough, it is an important landmark so to speak
yes, I had been heavier than that surgery, but that was the day I started a new life and then over the years, I lost site of that, and succumbed to my own laziness and excuses... like my partner always ate crap and since I had to do the cooking, that was our deal... I often times ate what I made them. Somedays it was too much work to create two different meals.
anyhows, that is all behind me now, fresh starts on all fronts here
new beginnings and new wardrobes are in my future
making it happen,
| current weight: 228.0