i've started walking on a track at the park with my daughter because she is disabled and is over 220 lbs and seriously needs to lose some weight to help her with her balance issues so even though it hurts me i walk with her when i have her at home and I've started pushing myself on nice days and am walking alone so it doesn't hurt soo much when I walk with her.
i hate how much weight i've gained since being diagnosed with fibro and have decided to say screw the pain and exercise anyway and deal with the pain anyway because the alternative is no longer an alternative i've already attempted suicide once because i couldn't handle the way i look and feel and everything so I have to do something to change it. Working through the pain is the first step.
Love yourself first because if you don't who will?
Happiness often sneaks in a door you did not know was open.
Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for the truth.
| current weight: 224.0