Sometimes I feel like a lot of my emotional pain and stress comes from living with my daughter. I probably shouldn't blame her, but I feel like if she could move out I would feel a whole lot less stress. In fact I know this is true, because she did have her own place for 2 and a half years and the old saying "no news is good news" is very true. Also, "what you don't know, won't kill you!" It was a great 2 and a half years!!! She has been a handful since she was very young. She's 23 now and I just feel like she will be here forever. We had a bad morning after she arrived home from a night out! I have had very little sleep and my head is killing me. Once I am awake there is no going back. I really rely on a good night's sleep. I have back and neck issues that prevent me from staying in bed and neuropathy in my hands and I wear wrist braces on both wrists when I sleep. I take medication to assure at least 6 hours of sleep each night or it is hard to function!! 7 hours is ideal!!
Sorry to go on and on, but I am sick and tired of fighting emotional pain and stress, and it all needs to "hit the road"!!!!! So, Cyndi and Cheryl, I am going to go to bed early tonight and hoping for a better tomorrow!!!
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