Hope is what keeps me going. People move in and out of your life. Material possessions don't last, or lose their appeal. Exciting events come and pass, leaving you with no more distractions. Staying positive all the time is difficult.
But having hope that even when the days are long and my thoughts are dark that the sun will shine again is my best motivator. And what gives me hope is the thought that everything is temporary. Even the most vile of situations cannot last forever.
Zoitsa- have you thought about having your dreams analyzed? There are books you could pick up, or you could go to www.dreammoods.com
to find out what it is that your subconscious is trying to tell you. I know it's uncomfortable to dwell on, but I find that each time I have a disturbing dream, finding out what the dream meant gives me a sense of peace. And usually keeps the dream from coming back.
You can't fail if you don't quit.
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