and I keep trying to get up again!
Life has been crazy, as usual, with Snickerdoodle settling into a bit of a routine and my back problems kind of clearing themselves up, along with a hefty dose of guilt for not losing this baby weight faster. The back problems come and go, apparently related to my prolonged labor, but they are also supposedly temporary so all should be well eventually. Getting some of this weight off will definitely help.
I can't wait to start working out. All this extra weight is hell on my joints and self-esteem, which makes me just want to sleep even more, so I end up in a horrible spiral. I thought I'd found a great elliptical on CraigsList, exactly like my beloved PreCor machines in the campus gym, but the seller had already sold it and just didn't take down the posting, so back to the hunt!
I feel HORRIBLE for neglecting my teams and my friends on here, but I solemnly swear (that I am up to no good....wait, that's not right
) that I am going to kick butt and chew bubble gum. Thanks so much for being understanding and patient, y'all!
The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams
~Bipolar: The Ups and Downs of Everyday Life
~Leaving Procrastination and Clutter Behind
~Freelance Writer Weight Loss Support Group
| current weight: 235.0