I understand where you are coming from and we all have bad days. I agree with Lybbe. We are sometimes our own worst enemies or critics. Why do we self-sabotage? I've been trying to figure that one out for a long time now. I know I'm afraid of too much male attention. I'm afraid of gaining it back. I'm afraid of failing. As for people saying I look good, I find then I get the mind set of I've done enough! I look good enough.
I'm at a simular point. I'm down 30, I have 40-50 more to go. Somedays it feels impossible. I OFTEN have to remind myself:
~ I am worth it.
~I deserve to be fit.
~If I have another baby, I'll bounce right back again!
~ I won't fail.
~ I enjoy being a healthy active person.
As Stuart Smalley of Saturday Night Live use to say:
"Now look in the mirror and repeat after me:
I'm good enough. I'm smart enough. And Dog-gone-it! People like me!!"
Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.
"Dead Last Finish is greater than Did Not Finish which greatly trumps Did Not Start."
Pain is temporary. Quitting lasts forever.
| Pounds lost: 3.0