Hi Sassy - I lost my sister almost 8 years ago, and I went through the same thing. I had lost a lot of weight, and really didn't want to gain it back. Since it is going to be a long, hard road ahead for a while, maybe just focusing on maintaining, and keeping the habits you have already formed would be better for you right now than to focus on still losing weight. You already have a lot on your mind right now.
I am sorry to hear about your sister's passing, and my best wishes to you and your family on the difficult road ahead.
My doctor told me to stop having intimate dinners for four. Unless there are three other people. ~ Orson Welles
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