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We had so much snow that everyone in the house was off - everyone! I pray that everyone who has to drive out there gets to his/her destination safely.

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emoticon MN hit 81* today! Considering a week ago we got a couple inches of snow, that's just crazy. hahaha

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emoticon I'm so excited! Yesterday a backdoor pilot for a spinoff from one of my favorite tv shows aired and already today they announced it was picked up for next season! This show has been in the works for 2 years (from when it was first thought of by the showrunner and will-be lead actor) and fans have known about the pilot for several months, and I'm absolutely in support of it.

And I spent some time vacuuming my house again today (which is never easy for me). Haven't done it in 2 weeks, so I'm glad to have gotten it done. For the first time since October MN has finally reached over 60* (it got to over 70*!) so I have the back door and a window open to let in the warmth. It only made sense to push myself a bit and vacuum.

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emoticon Winter is having another temper-tantrum, dropping several inches of crazy heavy snow on me. It has completely killed my satellite reception for the last 4 hours! So frustrating! Add to it my pathetic neighbor tampered with my motion light again so it was staying on non-stop. I had to go out in what was already over 2" of snow, using my walker, to turn off the light. HOA rules say I have to have it on and working, but I'm sick of this @#Q^%#$&^E%$ screwing with it so it's staying off for awhile. Bullies are so horrible!

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emoticon I'm annoyed about a few things, but I'm moreso glad to have cancelled to my trip to Milwaukee tomorrow because I was not looking forward to going. I cancelled it because of insurance problems, otherwise I would've suffered through it.

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emoticon I know how you feel. Got about 2" of crazy heavy snow last night and another possible 8+" coming tonight and tomorrow. Had no interest in doing anything today (especially since I had to medicate myself to sleep early this morning because I couldn't fall asleep). But I had to bring in the garbage can (extra hard while using a walker and through this snow) and get a couple items from the store so I don't have to go out again for a few days.

Hope you can find some energy and excitement to help you inspire you tomorrow!

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emoticon just don't feel like much today...

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emoticon I opened up to my mental health worker today and in doing so I spent a few hours crying a LOT.
emoticon It totally exhausted me.
emoticon Then as I was doing my nightly 2 hours of PCH entries and won a $10 gift card to Amazon.

emoticon Not sure how to reconcile the day's events in my head.

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emoticon still job hunting, but got all boxes in the apartment unpacked.

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emoticon Today was a difficult, annoying, trying, draining, frustrating, and exhausting day. I desperately need sleep! More errands to be done tomorrow. (At least my taxes are done!)

Hope the interviews went well!

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emoticon fingers crossed, two job interviews today.

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emoticon Not looking forward to what will be a very annoying and frustrating day tomorrow.

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emoticon boxes, boxes and more boxes.....

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emoticon Taxes are annoying but considering how unique my situatuion is, mine are infuriating.

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emoticon My body clock just does not know what to do after my trip!

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emoticon crazy busy last week and this week....

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emoticon Today I took the tour of the Vampire Diaries set locations that I've wanted to take for a year. Woot! And found out some really interesting info that makes me want to come back again late this year or next year (if I can figure out how to do it). Eep!

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emoticon Gotta get some sleep! 1 more full day to prepare before my trip.

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emoticon I'm frazzled today.

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emoticon emoticon emoticon Looking forward to next week when I can 'run away' from the snow and be in a little better weather! Even if it's a high of 40s or 50s it's better than 20s or 30s with snow.

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emoticon I think I've got everything booked for my trip to GA next week. Still have to finish planning and preparing (like packing). Good to see it coming together.

Tip: avoid Uhaul! Consider Penske. When I was preparing to move from WI to MN in 2007 I read up on reviews of moving companies and Uhaul has a lot of negatives from people for having trucks in bad shape which break down frequently then they leave people stranded sometimes for days. Penske has a better track record, so that's who I've used every time I've moved since then (I've moved around MN 3 times). I've never had a problem. Also, you might consider different ways to use the trucks. Instead of renting a bigger truck and hauling my car, it was cheaper for me to drive fragile items (my cat, computer, electronics, etc) and picking up a truck nearby, driving it back to WI, then hauling up everything else in the truck and dropping it off where I got it. It was cheaper, easier, and worked well. Of course, distance and how much you have to move may make your choice different, but it's something to consider. Also, be sure to record all damages/scratches on the truck before and after you use it. They should mark it on paper when you get it and go over it again when you drop it off, but if there's any questions about 'there's a little scrape there, but no problem' get a photograph of it. This could prevent problems.

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emoticon feeling overwhelmed with last minute stuff to do, realizing I'm going to either be making a 2nd trip for stuff or renting a u-haul.

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emoticon I've been sleeping on a couch since like early Dec 2011, because of my medical conditions. Well, like 2-3 weeks ago my cat decided to start sleeping at my feet, which he never did before. It's really driving me crazy because I have to move a LOT because of my medical conditions. Sure, we want to cuddle with them and love them, but sometimes cats are just in the way and annoying! hahaha Tane's laying at my feet right now, in fact, and my legs are killing me but I can't stretch out. grr

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emoticon wouldn't let Trouble sit on the computer so now she is laying across my shoulders which makes for interesting seating.

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emoticon The muscles in 1 side of my neck are extremely knotted, and it's getting really painful. Been trying to get them to let go for a few hours, but it's not working. Hoping to get some sleep tonight so it won't be so bad tomorrow.

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emoticon Medicated myself to sleep most of the weekend because I just couldn't handle another straw on this camel's back. Then last night I couldn't sleep, so I'm on almost no sleep. Hoping to sleep tonight otherwise I'll be medicating myself.

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emoticon My shower just broke. And I have no money to get a plumber. Seriously, what the hell else can go wrong for me?

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emoticon It's heading my way!

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emoticon I didn't get back to sleep last night. It's now 8 pm and I've been awake since 10 pm yesterday. Hoping I can sleep soon.

Hope the last 4 days and the move go well! Be sure to check in when you can and let us know when you're settled in the new place.

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emoticon 4 more days left at work....and move....ack...

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emoticon What I spent most of my day doing, and what I hope to be doing again very soon.

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emoticon I'm kinda neutral today. I just existed through the day, not doing anything of importance, and just a few annoyances. Sometimes that's enough.

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emoticon I'm so ridiculously tired! I've barely gotten any sleep this week, so far. Appointments, phone calls, and distractions added to having a VERY difficult time sleeping when it's dark out makes for a very tired me.

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emoticon I am so very very sorry at all the crap you are going through. It is just not right and I hate how doctor's seem to...give in sometimes? Or they flat out tell you that what you are talking about is impossible - really? I hope that things start to turn around.

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emoticon I've had to fight for everything in my life and then fight harder just to lose ground on what I have at a slow pace. I've spent my entire life - since birth - fighting against something. Hell, I was once strangled until my heart stopped for several minutes yet I came back without any intervention whatsoever. I've fought doctors, I've fought my medical conditions, I've fought to get down any food or liquid for weeks, I've fought for my rights, I've fought the innate sense of hatred that was bred and forced into me by my family. I've fought against things that most people don't know anyone would have to fight for. Yet here I am, still being forced to fight completely alone against people who want to take away everything as usual. I am going to be homeless in a few months and will lose all aid, support, and medical care. I can't fight like this anymore because no matter what I do that outcome will not change. I've been fighting against it for over a year, yet this future is coming on stronger now than it ever has. The only thing I can hope for is to give myself one last potential positive experience then let it all come crashing in. I know there's a point where it's more productive to stop caring, stop fightingk, and just accept the reality you've been handed than to waste what little money/energy/time/positivity you have left on insurmountable odds. It's like the musicians on the Titanic - accept it and be true to yourself as your ship sinks. When you're in the water then you can face the reality of what you can't change.

I hope you'll have a chance in the next few days to get some more rest. And I wouldn't call putting in notice giving up - you were saying goodbye to a bad situation knowing there's a good chance for a better situation right around the corner. Removing yourself from that place is giving you the chance to focus on finding the better.

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emoticon don't give up, get up and kick ass. I find that when I start to say that I give up there is a part of me that starts to dig in a little harder and start fighting back. I'm not someone to back into a corner. Of course I guess you could say that I gave up by turning in my notice? Oh well. I did get some drugged induced sleep courtesy of Ambien. Slept like a log. Had a family emergency come up Friday mid day and had to hit the road to help out with that but Saturday I was home and found my sleeping in till 2 pm - which I have never done (even as a teen, sleeping in for me was 8am).

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emoticon I mean lose it like give up fighting and no longer give a crap what happens to me. Rock/hard place, frying pan/fire, no matter what I do the outcome will end up with me in hell unless any one of a number of people steps up and does SOMETHING... which is probably not going to happen.

Were you able to get some sleep?

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emoticon sometimes, loosing it makes things better? Especially if the situation of needs it.

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emoticon I'm so angry and frustrated I feel like I'm about to lose it.

emoticon I thought when you said you made the decision that it had been done already, so I'm sorry you've been put through several sleepless days of worry and pain along with him. I hope you can get some sleep soon. Don't forget that you need to take care of yourself so you can take care of Trouble and everything else that needs to be done. This also includes taking the time you need to grieve and mourn your loss.

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emoticon I haven't been able to sleep yet. I took Buddy to the vet today and let him go. He was in so much pain.

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emoticon I'm questioning why I'm fighting so hard.

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emoticon I am so tired

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emoticon I'm so sorry to hear that. Losing a pet is always heartbreaking. emoticon emoticon

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emoticon Made the hard decision to put Buddy to sleep, came home this evening and found Trouble had thrown up bile and blood....I can't express the words right now...

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emoticon There's something really wrong, but no idea what it is or how to deal with it.

Edited by: 1STATEOFDENIAL at: 2/4/2013 (21:48)
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emoticon walking up and down 3 flights of stairs carrying boxes over and over again and painting = good work out and sore body....

~Ada~
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