I'm writing this because i'm not really sure about how to deal with what's been going on the last couple days. Since my G.A.D. started heavy back in June I've been on a constant struggle to find out what has been going on with me. Well we've gotten many bad things ruled out (such as heart disease, gallbladder, thyroid, diabetes, etc.). But thing that did develop as a result of the severe anxiety that hit me on June 1st was Stomach problems, Esophogeal Damage and the formation of a Hiatal Hernia.
I went in for an endoscopy to get everything checked out to see what exactally is going on in there, and so far they took some biopsy's and said I had a small Hiatal Hernia and Mild Stomach Irritation. Thing is I have the Colonoscopy this coming Tuesday. I've finally got my anxiety somewhat situated with medications, (Vistaril, Ativan, and Cymbalta) but since going in for the Endoscopy the other day my Anxiety has been nonstop out of control and I don't know what to do about it anymore, the meds are doing nothing to help with it and it's actually got my blood pressure elevated constantly which I've never had problems with before. I can't seem to break this tension inside no matter how much I tell myself this is nothing big, things like this happen all the time, I just can't seem to shake it.
In need of some sort of help, advice, or something. I just don't know how much longer I can keep fighting this..
~~"The Night is an Eternal Playground, Meant for those with Strong Minds"~~
| current weight: 186.0