I just wanted to poke my head in here...I am sorry I have been so quiet lately...I posted a blog and explained everything...something I didnt mention is that as I said on my status message, I gained 20 lbs and hate myself for that...I did force myself to go for a walk despite the weather...I usually stop for lunch at the end of my walk and usually go to mcdonalds, but today I decided to go to subway I feel good about that decision...I am still struggling with my thoughts and want to cut...I hate that I gained weight...I got to do what I can to lose it again...I weigh more then I started a year ago...anyway, Please read my blog.
Even the smallest people can change the course of the future.
-Galadriel, Lord of the Rings fellowship of the ring.
Around here we don't look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening new doors and doing new things, because we're curious
and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.
-Walt Disney, Meet the Robinsons
| current weight: 243.0