I just posted a blog...I had a last appointment with my therapist today, and that has really got me depressed now...as I left I couldnt help but feel down, because I had a contract for safety with her, now I dont...and on the way to the appointment I had thoughts about suicide...as I said in my blog I have no plans to do it, and wont at this point...I am sort of mad at her too...before she was just suggesting that I find a new therapist, now she said that she doesnt think that I am ready for therapy...so now I really dont know what to do..maybe I really am hopeless and that there isnt anyone who can help me...I really feel emotionally drained, and I am sorry that I cant give any help right now, I just realy have nothing to give anymore...anyway please read my blog...big warm angel hugs too all.
Even the smallest people can change the course of the future.
-Galadriel, Lord of the Rings fellowship of the ring.
Around here we don't look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening new doors and doing new things, because we're curious
and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.
-Walt Disney, Meet the Robinsons
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