I am really frustrated today...I had a bad situation in another group outside of spark people...and I feel really hurt and not very important or cared about there...I was awake almost all night, I did get alittle sleep, I was awake thinking about it and trying to figure out what to do...it caused me to cry most of the night...I just cant deal with that, not now and I should never have to feel that way...I am feeling
I woke up this morning feeling lightheaded and dizzy...I dont know why really but I felt that way and I almost called my friend who was giving me a ride to the hero house so I could stay home and sleep...but instead I got up and came to the hero house...I found out that I got misinformed about the celebration of life and missed it because it was yesturday, maybe that is a good thing I dont know if I could have handled it, actually when I found out I breathed a sigh of relief...I have been helping with getting some letters ready to be sent, been keeping my mind occupied..I am just feeling so depressed...
Anyway, that is how I feel today...I hope everyone is doing well...I want everyone to know that I am thankful for the groups on here...you all are great...big warm angel hugs Monika
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