I am feeling so alone, so depressed today... my anxiety is not as high, but I am feeling sad and alone...I am really struggling with the loss of my friend, they are having the celebration of life tomorrow and I dont know if I can handle it, it just brings the whole thing to reality...plus I feel horrible about how I delt with it when I first found out about it...I was insensitive...and I hate myself for it...I will probably go, but not sure I can...
Last night my cat freaked out again and scratched me just under my mouth and it just wouldnt stop bleeding... I also had some bad dreams they really freaked me out.
I hope everyone else is doing alright...
Even the smallest people can change the course of the future.
-Galadriel, Lord of the Rings fellowship of the ring.
Around here we don't look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening new doors and doing new things, because we're curious
and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.
-Walt Disney, Meet the Robinsons
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