Sigh...I seem to be coming down from my hypo mania...The good thing is that I am sleeping better, it helped that my cat wasnt running all over the room all night, hehe...My anxiety is a bit high right now...other then that I am ok, I am going to work on keeping myself from going too low again...
I am still having a hard time accepting that my friend is gone, I keep thinking it isnt true, like a dream or something and he will be there at the hero house this week...I wish he would be there...sigh...
I went to church at my parents church, although I didnt get to go sit through the service, I had to help out in the nursery, there is a speaker in there but I didnt really get a chance to really listen...I really dont like being in the nursery, it is shared with the 2's preschool classroom and there are mirrors almost everywhere...not exactly good for someone who has a problem with mirrors...I had alittle flashback but I worked hard to avoid looking in them...oh well.
Anyway, I am trying to remain positive, I even made a list of things I want to do before I die, so hopefully that will help. I hope everyone is doing alright and had a wonderful sunday...big warm angel hugs.
Even the smallest people can change the course of the future.
-Galadriel, Lord of the Rings fellowship of the ring.
Around here we don't look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening new doors and doing new things, because we're curious
and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.
-Walt Disney, Meet the Robinsons
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