I am feeling depressed and anxious...Last night I had a really bad dream, so I discussed it with my therapist...I told her everything I could remember...we were trying to discuss it and see the strengths I had in the dream, now she wants me to write it out looking at the strengths from the dreams...I will do the best I can...that dream totally brought out my biggest fears. So we will have to see what happens.
I am really upset and depressed about my mom and the way she has been blowing me off...I came home my mom was on the phone with my sister and having a great conversation...yes I know they dont get to talk very often but when she calls she sits and talks for a long time...when we had the family meeting my mom said she checks on me when I isoslate in my room...she doesnt, the night I overdosed I could have died and no one would know for a long time...also it was agreed that if I needed to talk to my mom all I had to do was ask...my mom lied through her teeth...I really dont know what to do about it.
I hate my life, I only have one friend and I use him and take advantage of him....anyway I am working on surviving...I havnt been able to read any posts, but you all are in my prayers...I hope all is good for everyone.
Even the smallest people can change the course of the future.
-Galadriel, Lord of the Rings fellowship of the ring.
Around here we don't look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening new doors and doing new things, because we're curious
and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.
-Walt Disney, Meet the Robinsons
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