I think you need a lot of positive reinforcement in your life. I watch this once a week to life me up. If you never heard of of the last lecture by Randy Pausch, it's very motivating. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R9ya9BXCl Rw
"Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly..."
I am tired of complaining, I know you all are probably tired of hearing me complain...I really wish I could send a positive message just once...This is definately not one of those messages...I havnt been able to sleep and really havnt wanted to get up in the morning, right now I wish I hadnt got up...I came out and my dad had nothing nice to say to me, he just yelled at me for some things that I cant do anything about right now...I hate it when he does that, it really hurts...right now I really want to hurt myself...I am planning to go do something with a friend, right now I feel like crying so not sure I want to go...but at the same time I want to get out of the house, get away from my dad...I just dont know what I am going to do...I know I am probably getting upset over nothing, I should just do what needs to be done to correct the situation, but what he said and the way he said it really hurt...I dont know what to do...I know you all say I shouldnt do this...but I feel the need to...I am sorry for complaining again. Monika
Even the smallest people can change the course of the future. -Galadriel, Lord of the Rings fellowship of the ring.
Around here we don't look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening new doors and doing new things, because we're curious and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths. -Walt Disney, Meet the Robinsons
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