My anxiety is high and I am feeling alittle depressed...not sure why I have been having a good day today...I went to a hiring fair for a new resturaunt and had an interveiw which went considerably well, I hope it went well enough to get a call back for a second interview...I would really want this job...now last week when I was manic I would have been really happy about this interview and really felt good about it...I am happy that the interview went well, but at the same time I am not feeling good about it...I know it will be like all the other interviews and I will be turned down...I am pathetic and it seems no one wants me...I hate life, I hate my life...I just feel so alone right now, like no one understands how I feel...Oh well, I am going to get up early enough to go to the hero house, hopefully that will help the feeling of being alone....sigh...
Even the smallest people can change the course of the future.
-Galadriel, Lord of the Rings fellowship of the ring.
Around here we don't look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening new doors and doing new things, because we're curious
and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.
-Walt Disney, Meet the Robinsons
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