I just got a letter in the mail today saying that I didnt get that job...I knew I totally screwed that one up....I am so mad at myself and frustrated...I am so pathetic...
Yesturday I went to check on an outpatient program which I really like, they can help me find a job, there are some jobs that they get for you without the interviews and they actually do the training, those are temp jobs that usually last 6-9 months...they also help get jobs where they help with training but are longer jobs and regular jobs...I love this program, I can go in anytime I want, the members help run the program by doing some jobs around the center and they have social activities, they go on outings, like beaches, the zoo or aquarium, etc...I am looking forward to getting involved with that, it will be good for me to help me get out and meet new people...when I went there yesturday I felt so welcome and part of a family...I cant wait to go on monday...
Anyway that is whats going on...I am relaxing this weekend, this has been a busy week and I am exausted. I guess since most of the week was good that would mean it is a good exausted...so I am ok with it...just upset about getting turned down for that job.
I hope everyone is doing well...I am sending out lots of warm angel hugs.
Even the smallest people can change the course of the future.
-Galadriel, Lord of the Rings fellowship of the ring.
Around here we don't look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening new doors and doing new things, because we're curious
and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.
-Walt Disney, Meet the Robinsons
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