I am glad that everyone cares about me and was concerned, I guess I made it sound worse then it was...I just want to let you know that I did stay safe last night, I took a shower and wrote in my journal and as soon as I got the opportunity to cut I convinced my self that it wasnt worth ruining my streak...I guess I have more strength then I thought I had...
I just want you all know that I was strictly venting and if it was worse then that I would know what to do, if I was suicidal I would get the help I need, I have been through it enough that I know when to seek more help...plus I can call my therapist if I really need to, she is wonderful...
Anyway thank you so much for the love and support that you all have given me, my anxiety is really high and I still have the urge to cut, but I now know that I have the strength to avoid it, the only way I will cut is if I dissociate again, atleast I hope so...big warm angel hugs to all.
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