I have had it, I cant take it anymore...I feel so invisible and unimportant here...My feelings and thoughts just dont matter to my family...Right now I am so upset and so hurt I really want to cut...I spent a half hour crying...I went out for a walk to get away earlier, it helped alittle the sun and fresh air did make me feel better, but as soon as I got home it hit again...I have tried to be patient and participate today, I even did things to help out, when I asked for help all I got was 'I am watching a movie' I wish I could have just sat down and watched the movie, but I made an effort to help out here...I am sorry for venting yet again, but I dont know what to do right now...I want to scream and really want to cut...probably will before the end of the night...sigh...anyway I hope all are well...big warm angel hugs.
Even the smallest people can change the course of the future.
-Galadriel, Lord of the Rings fellowship of the ring.
Around here we don't look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening new doors and doing new things, because we're curious
and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.
-Walt Disney, Meet the Robinsons
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