I am extremely frustrated today, I went to get some meds today and the pharmacy at Target wasnt even open and i was there around 1:30pm, the hours are 9am to 9pm...so whats up with that, I need those meds...then I went to the doctors office and got the meds from the med assistance program and tried to make an appointment with my doctor...well they are changing my doc again...what is the problem...Why cant I have the same doctor for more then a month...this is rediculous...I am tempted to go find a new doctors office, if it wasnt for the meds I get through the med assistance program I would alreaday...sigh...I cant take another doc change, if they change my doc one more time after this I will leave...grrrr....sorry just really frustrated and not sure what to do anymore...oh well...big warm angel hugs for all.
On the positive side...I am pleased to announce that I have now made it 4 months and 3 days without cutting...I am really happy about this, I just hope that I can keep going, I have been really tempted to cut the last days...yesturday was the worst and today isnt much better...but I am doing my best cause I dont want to ruin this streak...I am proud of myself for it...hehe
Even the smallest people can change the course of the future.
-Galadriel, Lord of the Rings fellowship of the ring.
Around here we don't look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening new doors and doing new things, because we're curious
and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.
-Walt Disney, Meet the Robinsons
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