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Today I have been feeling really weird....I feel so disconnected...Last night when I was doing as my therapist suggested and wrote a letter to the guy who sexually assaulted me and tell him how he has hurt me, before I wrote it I was worried it was going to cause me to completely flip out and want to cut again...instead while I wrote it I totally blanked out...I remember sitting down to do it, I remember pulling out the paper and starting to write, but after that I dont remember it...When I got up this morning I wasnt sure what happened...I did write it and I tore it up like my therapist suggested but I dont remember doing it...that is so weird...Then today while I was talking to her during my appointment I did about the same therapist had to pull me back and lead me through some grounding excersizes, I have had this happen before it happened a couple times when I was in school, I would miss whole lectures because something would trigger a flashback...but not quite like this...Right now I am really feeling lightheaded and disconnected...I think I just need some sleep now...sigh...anyway that is what is going on for me right now...just feeling weird...haha...big warm angel hugs for all.


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and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.
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