Please don't give this guy too much free rent in your head! Nothing wrong with staying open to the idea of him being your guy as long as you don't build your world around it.
Stay focused on your goals and what you enjoy and need. Then get out there and "interview" lots and lots of men.
I've been heartbroken and in that place of feeling that there could never be anyone else. Then when I picked myself up and got out living my life I was amazed to discover that there were lots of men out there who were much more enjoyable than Mr. X.
Also, try to avoid the euphoric recall. Balance that out with memories of his bad behavior too. One thing I can promise you, once you get married the bad behavior only gets worse.
Azure Island BLC23
SuperHeroName: Gold Paladin
Mode of Transport: Raft
The Beauty of the Mountain reveals itself only to those who have climbed it.
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