You are not the least bit evil. Caretakers need to take a bit of time for themselves in order to have something to give. Take your break, you will come back refreshed. Then schedule some regular ‘me time’. You not only deserve it, you need it.
I agree with you completely, we all need some me time. If I don't get my me time I start feeling sick. I hope you are able to get that time and get yourself back in balance. Brightest blessings and warm hugs.
I need to make time for me like right now!!!! i have told people who are bugging me to leave me alone for at least 2 weeks. I haven't done any magickal or spiritual studies in almst 2 months and i am starting to pay the price for being so unbalanced. I am now going to unplug the tele and turn on cartoons for my little one to watch. I usually have a schedual to follow but it has been interrupted non-stop for the lat 2 months. Time to put up a stop sign and put these distractions through a detour. I am done. If i look like an evil person to others it's because they pushed me into the role. I really don't want to be mean but i tried being nice and it backfired on me. I will always make time for my SP friends because you guys are on my schedual, not these unearthly interruptions. This is the only part of my schedual i have been able to keep because i get on at 5:30 am. No one is up at that time. It is now when it is 9:09 am that the called and knocks start coming uninterrupted. I'm done, even if i have to put up a sign that lies a little, i am done. I need "me" time and i am bound to get it one way or another. Have a great day all and blessed be all of your days
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