I have been pondering what exactly I want this year. Lose more weight is obviously up there. But, more importantly, I want a new challenge in my worklife (positive). I've been floating along, not very happy and stagnant.
My personal goals are more ambiguous and harder to define. There are ones I've got from a few years ago that I never did work on, playing my flute, rebuilding a garden in the sunny area of my yard, sculpting again. As I get older, the dreams and desires I have are shifting and metamorphisizing. Perhaps it's for the better.
Right now, I'm just trying to get over the bronchitis without enlarging the hernia any more than it's gotten (and it has gotten bigger from all the coughing) and preparing for the job interview this week. Then, it's what to do for Christmas. It'll be the second year in a row I've not been able to get to the grandkids in KC. Last year I was battling diverticulitis and desperately ill. I know it's upsetting to them and the kids when we can't make it down there.
I'll do more thinking on what I want to do. It is important to me to re-think my goals not just for weight loss, surgery and physical fitness - but for my own growth and development.
| current weight: 248.0