I don't know where you live, but maybe you can become a docent (or something) at a facility where you can become involved with the animals, etc., as you decide what you want to do in the future. When I visited Monterrey, CA the ladies who gave the tours were enthusiastic and extremely knowledgeable.
Then, if/when it becomes practicable, you could move on to the next step.
And, we both know that the suicide attempts and your unhappiness are already putting your lives in chaos. I pray you'll get help and support as you figure it all out.
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