I would love to be more relaxed, but right now I'm pretty rigid.
I've lost the weight once before, only to gain it all back and then some. "Relaxed" was kind of a slippery slope for me.
I'm hoping that with time I'm able to find some sort of balance that allows me to relax somewhat, without totally losing control...
Starting Weight: 260 lbs. (November 2010)
Quasi-Maintenance: 165 lbs. (June 2011)
Goal Weight: 150 lbs. (reached December 8, 2011)
Size 22W to Size 4
Currently maintaining within 5 lbs. (+ or -) of goal. I weigh daily, but also use a tape measure and the fit of my clothes to guage how well I'm doing.