Hi, I am so worried this month, my son left my house feb 29 2012, and died 230 am, march 1. I talk to him at 130 am he said he was coming home, but left the bronx and went to manhatten, with his friend, his friend was driving over 100 mph in the rain, i talk to the A.D.A, they said he wouldnt do any jail time, i cried all day. I dont want to forgive him, he took away my child, I stop living that day and so did my daughter, she has not left my side since that day, she goes to work and home, please prayer for us
Christmas 2012 was the first one with out my son Joey. It was hard,and tears came especaily during Christmas Eve Service.New Years day was also hard, now with Valentines DAy around the corner, i will be crying. People say that its hard, but when you lose you r chid its the hardest.
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this is my first christmas with out my son, I cant deal with this. all I want to do is be with my son, people tell me I have others kids. I know they still need me, just thinking march 1 is coming, is so unbearable. people tell me thinks get better, I dont see how. I can never be happy again,
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I'm new to this team and saw your post. Anniversary time for me varies every year. Some years are a little easier than others, this year I feel like an emotional mess. Crying every single day and just overall fatigue and feeling uncentered and it's been almost 8 years (7/7/04). I guess it seems like when other areas in my life are good, the feeling of loss has no where to hide and comes out full blast. When I'm overly stressed, I don't have time to feel it. I'm so overwhelmed and uncentered right now that it's hard to function. The only thing I can pin it on is the loss of my beautiful daughter almost 8 years ago. I don't have another female in my life that I can laugh and be with and it hurts so much. I just need to get through the next few weeks and I will probably be back to my old self.
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Well, May 7 has come and gone, 2 years down. The day was different, we (DH and I) kept busy. We had a visit from Kris's best friend and another good friend. We had dinner at home together and the four of us went to the cemetary for a visit. Actually, my plan was not to go to the cemetary that day but we went, it is just an empty feeling there. We came back and shared some happy memories. All in all we survived that day.
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